When the cart
stopped, he had panicked. There had been no time for finesse or thought, for he
felt only fear. I’m going to be caught, he
had thought as he heard a muffled voice and a pair of heavy boots on the ground
just by him. I’m going to be caught, and
I’m going to be killed.
He had leapt from the cart and run
into the night, a deep voice yelling after him, calling him a thief, a
stowaway, a criminal and threatening recompense from the guards. He clutched
the few meagre possessions he had as he ran away, covered in blood and tears
and whimpering like a kicked dog. He had no idea where he was, or in which
direction he was running – all he knew was that he had to get away. Fear drove
his legs like never before, and he sprinted full-pelt across the dark landscape.
He passed trees, their summertime branches knotty and heavy with deep green
leaves. He splashed through moonlight-silver streams, startling sleeping deer
and soaking his bloody clothing as he went.
He ran and ran until the sun broke
the eastern horizon, and bathed the rough, grassy landscape in reddish-gold
light, at which point he admitted to himself he was so hopelessly lost and that
he had no idea what to do. Choking on sobs of grief, he slumped down against an
old, wizened oak and slipped into a haunted sleep – one in which he endlessly
drowned in a terrible red tide. Faces swam in the sea of blood; people he had
known and lost.
When he awoke, the sun was high in
the sky. Overcast, the day glared down around him as he staggered to his feet. I don’t know where I am, he thought to
himself, wiping new tears from his cheeks. I
don’t know what to do. Thoughtlessly, he stumbled forwards, travelling the
same way he had been the previous night. Again, he crossed silver streams and
walked under the boughs of trees laden with heavy green leaves. At one point,
he came across an apple tree and sat under it a while, his meagre possessions
by his side.
A sword and a scabbard on a belt –
both too large for him. As he ate, he found his eyes constantly drawn to the
sword. A little of its long blade was poking out of the sheath, and it was
still sticky with blood. He felt sick and dropped the apple he was chewing on
before vomiting yellow-grey slurry all over the tree beside him. Slumped in his
own sick, blood dried onto the clothes he wore, he could only think of one
thing: more death.
It made sense, surely? How else to end this nightmare, he
thought as he dragged himself southwards, but
with one last death? Soullessly, he stumbled onwards in search of demise.
The bloody sword was heavy in his hands and it dragged along the summer-green
grasses at his feet. When midday came, the clouds above began to clear and the
rolling green landscape around him was lit with golden light, yet his world
only got darker and darker.
He was unsure what end he was
searching for. Wolves would be enough, he
thought as he stumbled, tripping over his own weary feet. Painful, but an ending. Would bandits kill a boy? Maybe. They’d be more
likely to enslave me or sell me as an illegal slave to someone – but is that
really worse than this? He looked at the sword, heavy in his hands; the
blood-sticky blade still peeped out over the stop of the heavy leather
scabbard. Not that, he thought. That isn’t mine.
As the days passed in a haze of hunger
and loneliness, he came across places. The first was a tiny hamlet: two
cottages of wattle and daub with thatched roofs and a farmhouse nearby. The
hands in the fields looked up and eyed him as he made his way by, pointing and
speaking to one-another, though none stopped him. I should stop and ask for help, he thought, but no-one will believe me. If they feed me, I’ll live longer. I don’t
want to live. So he kept walking, one foot in front of the other,
westwards, southwards, eastwards – anywhere but north.
The second was a village; a dozen
homes, a tavern and a smithy, surrounded by lush fields that gleamed green and
gold in the waning light of summer – though he had lost count of how lmany days
had passed since he fled. He drifted wordlessly through the middle of the
place, washerwomen with armloads of fabrics eyeing the blood-spattered and
filth-stained boy with the sword that was too big for him in his hands. A few
called their men from the fields to look, but no-one made any effort to help
him.
‘Is it a wraith?’ he heard someone
say as he passed a low, humble home.
‘No, it looks more like a ghoul.’
‘Is it alive?’
‘I couldn’t say. Should we help it?’
‘No.’
And so he wandered on in his quest
for death. He slept when he collapsed from exhaustion, awoke to sunlight in the
sky and darkness in the soul, and he ate only when he came upon bushes full of
berries or trees heavy with fruit. It’s
chance, he thought. Someone wants me
to keep going. Someone doesn’t want me to die just yet – there’s a death
waiting for me further on. He drank from silver streams and waded through
rivers, wondering if he would be swept from his feet and drowned – the weight
of the sword in his hands dragging him down. The sword; the bloody sword.
Still it peeped over the top of the
scabbard, the bottom of the blade now brownish with dried gore. By now it had
gone dry and crusty, scab-like on the otherwise pristine blade. It looked at
him, a crusting eye of silver and reddish-brown peeking over the dark leather
of the scabbard. Stop looking, he
thought. I’m not using you, I can’t. You
aren’t mine.
Finally, after many days of
wandering, he had journeyed as far south as he possibly could. He was awoken in
the morning by a screaming howl of wind, having collapsed the previous night
face-down in a grassy patch between two high rocks. He opened his eyes and
looked forwards, finding the land before him had come to an end. The South Seas, he thought as he slowly
got to his feet. This is where I end;
this is where I am meant to die.
It
was if the weather had changed for him: the South Seas were swathed in dark
cloud, sent whirling across the sky by the howling winds. The warm sun could
not break the oppressive grey above, and the dark of the clouds became one with
the grey of the sea on the far horizon. An
endless abyss: the end of all things for me. The boy dragged himself over
the thinning grass until he stood upon the precipice of cliff. Hundreds of
metres below him, the grey-black churn of the South Seas roared, obliterating
itself into a froth of white-cold fury upon the dark cliffs.
‘This
is it,’ he said to the wind as more tears left his eyes. ‘This is where I end.’
He looked down from the edge of the cliff at the dizzying drop. Will the impact with the water kill me? he
asked himself, Or will I be dashed on the
jagged rocks before I even get that far?
There
was no fear in the sea below, nor in the cliffs. He swayed, caught by the wind,
the world below whirling. The cold, hard embrace that awaited his body below was
preferable to the terrible, nauseating ache he felt inside him. The memories,
the blood, and the fear would vanish with the fall, blown away by the wind that
would whip past him as he fell. Then, his body would break and his soul would
be free – unburdened from the woes and shackles of life. Death was freedom from
the guilt, the shame, the blood. Oh, by
the Empress, the blood…
He
took a step forward, his toes over the edge of the cliff. Below him, the sea
swirled like a dark vortex; it promised to chew him to pieces and swallow him
up – a few moments of pain for an eternity of bliss and release. No more guilt,
no more pain, no more heartache. But as he looked down at the rocks, the dark,
jagged teeth of the ocean, and the swirling waves around them, he felt a pang
of uncertainty. Is this really best? he
thought as the wind screamed over him, battering his back and pushing him
forwards. Is this really what I should
do?
The
sense of purpose that struck him drove him away from the demise hundreds of
feet beneath. Like a weight in his heart, heavy and glorious, it shone a light
on the shadowy horizon of his mind: there were things that needed to be done,
and those things could not be achieved when dead. Ashamed, he stepped
backwards. ‘No,’ he told the wind, still battering him, trying to push him
forwards. ‘No, this is not right. There is much to do – this is not what is
best.’
Slowly,
he turned away from the edge and walked back the way he had come, the sword
heavy in his hands. The landscape before him was glittering gold, swathed in
sunlight and dancing in summer. The heavy heart in his chest lifted a little at
the land before him: he had left those which had caused such pain. He knew
no-one where he was now, and no-one knew him. I can start again, he thought. I
can live on, there is still hope!
He
walked out from the shadow of the dark clouds and into the gold of the Southern
Imperial Heartlands. He had passed villages and towns on his way south, and he
knew of a port to the east. He had no plan, only the reassuring sense in his
chest that he was now on the right path. I
cannot die this day, he thought. There
is much left to do, folk to be avenged, wrongs to be righted – but I cannot do
them yet.
Taking
a deep breath of fresh, crisp summer air, he made his way back into the Imperial
Heartlands. The hills were not so far
from those he had been raised on, and the new territories held such life and
promise. As he walked, a confidence began to grow from the fear that soiled
him. It was a thorny, prickly flower with an ugly bloom, but it was there,
nonetheless. With every step he took, it shed a thorn and its petals
brightened.
I can do this, he thought, his hands shaking as he
went, his fist clasped around the leather belt to which the scabbard was
attached. With every minute that passed, with every hour further into the day that
he dragged himself, he felt his sorrow slolwy lifting. As the hills rose and
the sun soared its way across the sky, so did his spirits, and although grief
dragged on his every movement, he had made up his mind. I can make the best of this. I can make them all proud of me. I can-…
Something
was snarling at him. The boy stopped and looked around, a cold chill of fear
crossing him. He had not gone far from the cliffs, perhaps a mile or two back
into the green hills which he had staggered from the previous day. To his right
was a narrow, fast-running brook over which a few morose willow trees were
hanging, lethargically stroking the water with their silver-grey leaves. On
either side of him, hills gently rose and fell, but standing between them was a
large dog.
He
thought it was a wolf at first, but as the thing slowly loped towards him, he
saw its dark fur was discoloured with dirt and shaggy with mange. Its eyes were
wide and bloodshot and its face was crawling with ticks, though its dry and
cracked lips were drawn away from rabid fangs. Long tendrils of yellowed froth
fell from between its sharp, glittering teeth. Its eyes were fixed on him.
No, he thought, taking a step backwards
as the dog got closer. No, not anymore. I
don’t want to die anymore! He grabbed the sword and tried to pull it from
the scabbard, but it was heavy and his lack of sustenance and sleep left him
weak. Eventually, after a fight, the sword came free, crusty with dried blood.
It was too heavy for his hands and he was unable to lift the blade like he had
been taught to, for it was much larger than a normal sword.
Clutching
the hilt in both his fists, he locked eyes with the rabid, mange-bitten beast
slowly walking towards him, snarling and slavering through its teeth. ‘Get
away,’ he said in a trembling voice, hoisting the blade as high as he could.
‘Go on, get away!’
But
it was no good, the animal crept closer and closer, its cracked black claws
protruding from its scabby toes. Still it growled, its eyes fixed on the young
boy. Readying himself for a fight, he gripped the sword as hard as he could in
both of his hands to try and stop them from shaking. Oh, they’d be ashamed if they could see me, he thought to himself
as he swallowed.
And
then it was upon him. With a snarling snap
the dog leapt through the air towards him. The boy let out a cry and threw
himself aside, well aware he would never be able to lift the blade high enough in
time to skewer the mangy animal. He swung the sword in a wild arc once he was
clear, narrowly missing the dog as it veered around to make a second jump.
Teeth snapped at the boy and as he took a step away, he found himself falling,
the grassy floor no-longer beneath his feet.
Ice-cold
water washed over him as he stumbled into the shallow brook. He tried to find
his footing, but the rocks were slippery and soon he was falling again,
slipping and sliding this way and that. The dog was still after him, and as he
staggered around in the shadows, he felt the thing leap for him again. This
time, it landed on his back, snapping at the side of his head. With a desperate
cry, he lashed out with a wild fist and cracked the dog across the nose. It
yelped and slipped from his back, falling into the waters of the brook.
Seizing
his opportunity and the sword he had almost dropped, the boy spun about and
drove the weapon into his canine foe. The dog let out a terrible, squealing
yelp as the heavy, ungainly sword was thrust through its abdomen. It writhed
and wriggled as the blade pinned it to the stone, howling and yelping as the
wound widened and guts and blood spilled into the brook.
The
boy let out a cry and staggered away, pulling the blade free as he went. As he
stepped back, he slipped and fell, landing in the rapidly bloodying water as
his foe slowly bled to death. Gore-tainted water washed over him, soaking him
red. He scrambled onto the bank and ran whilst the rabid dog died in the waters
behind him.
Even
though he knew the beast was dead, he fled as if a pack of wolves were on his
heels. His dry throat burned as he gasped for air, and the sword in his hands
weighed him down terribly- though he dare not put it away. Fresh fear gripped
him as he crossed new hills and ran through small woods, convinced he was
seconds away from another attack. I did
it, though, he told himself to try and bolster his nerve. It couldn’t stop me, I’m meant to do this. I
can do this.
As
dusk was setting in, the boy stopped atop a low hill and gazed towards the
eastward horizon. Utterly exhausted, half-starved and in danger of collapsing
from thirst, he cast his eyes across the darkening world about him. The sea was
visible to the south, as were the cliffs that had almost taken his life earlier
that day. He tried not to look at them, and instead tried to find somewhere to
stop, somewhere to pass the night in moderate comfort. And there, before him,
at the bottom of the hill he was atop, was just what he needed.
Lit
by torches and a communal bonfire, he could see the shadows and shapes of a
village. Glowing orange with the flames of dusk and the light of fires, it was
everything he needed and more. It shone like a hearth in the shadows of the
night, ringed with long stretches of fields. He could hear laughter, too – the
people were celebrating. I won’t stay
long, he said as he made his way down the hill. Just the night, if there is a spare hayloft for me to curl up in. Maybe
they’ll even be kind enough to give me some food.
As
he approached the village, the sound of revelry grew louder. He could hear
voices, singing, music and laughter. Shadows danced around the central fire,
upon which a large phoenix effigy was being burned. A near-heathen practice,
the boy had heard that some of the villages in the Empire still practiced it:
an effigy of a phoenix, to symbolise the Divine Empress, was burned following a
good harvest. The ashes were then scattered upon the winds the following day in
the hope that, like a phoenix, the fields would spring to new life the
following year. It derives from an
ancient practice, where the image of an Old God was burned instead, he
thought as he approached.
Suddenly
nervous, the boy slunk through the houses. He stuck to the shadows, avoiding
the few imperial soldiers that were posted to guard the small village. There
were a few farms on the peripheries that he had spotted as he made his way down
the dark hills, some of them with substantial numbers of livestock. There were
several dozen houses too, so the village was much larger than average, yet he
was still afraid. He could see the clothes he wore, ragged and filthy, soaked
in blood and brook-water and only half-dried. He placed a hand on his cheek as
he walked next to a low home; his face was thin and gaunt, and his flesh felt
very cold.
He
came to the edge of the village square, where the ceremonial bonfire had been
built a few metres away from the well. He could see some fifty, maybe even
sixty, people clustered around it, toasting one-another, sharing bread and ale.
Women wore flower crowns as they skipped around the bonfire, and several of the
men played simple instruments: a battered lyre, a bone flute, a slightly
out-of-tune harp.
The
boy skulked in the shadows all the while, unsure and afraid. Perhaps this wasn’t such a good idea after
all, he thought, swallowing. They’re
busy celebrating, I’d just ruin it if I-…
‘What
do we have here?’ a voice barked. The boy found himself grabbed and dragged
from the shadows. Caught by surprise, he let out a shrill cry and fell,
slipping free from the hands that held him. He looked up into the stern face of
a single imperial soldier, dressed in black armour and holding a pike in his
hand. ‘What are you doing? A thief, no-doubt, looking to take advantage of the
revelry!’
‘No!’
the boy cried as he was grabbed again and dragged from the shadows and into the
middle of the cobbled road that led into the square. ‘I was doing no such
thing! I-…’
‘Silence
boy!’ the soldier yelled, yanking the large sword from his hand. ‘And what’s
this? It can’t possibly be yours! It’s far too big for you!’
‘It
was a gift!’ the boy yelled. ‘Give it back, I didn’t steal it, it was a gift!’
‘Hah!’
the soldier snorted. ‘A likely story.’
There
were some footsteps, followed by a second voice. ‘What’s going on here?’ a
deep, low rumble said, cutting through the revelry and silencing the soldier,
who now had hold of the boy by his wrist. ‘Who is this boy?’
‘A
thief, I think!’ the solder said.
The
boy turned his gaze to the new figure. He was a big man, tall and broad with a
projecting belly and strong arms. He had a heavy, bushy beard and long hair
tied in a knot of ponytail behind his head. ‘Oh?’ the large man said, looking
over his wide nose at the boy. ‘He doesn’t look
much like a thief – in fact, he looks like the victim of something foul, so
covered in blood!’
‘What’s
going on over here?’ another voice said. A woman appeared, then two more
accompanied by a pair of men. Then, suddenly, the music stopped and the boy
found the entire village looking at him and the imperial soldier. A sea of
faces, murmuring in the crackling glow of the bonfire, all staring straight at
him.
‘I’m
not a thief!’ the boy cried, his voice cracking and trembling.
‘Yeah,’
one of the villagers cried, ‘he’s no thief! Look at him! Poor lad is lost and
hungry – big sword though, where’d he get that?’
‘Said
it was a gift!’ the soldier said. ‘A likely story!’
The
big bearded man waved a hand. ‘That’s enough,’ he said in a cold, stern voice.
He fixed his dark eyes on the young boy and leaned towards him. ‘He hasn’t the
look of a thief, and let us not spoil our festivities with such talk! Everyone,
back to the fire! Where has the music gone? Play on!’
The
laughter began again immediately as the villagers leapt back into their
revelry. Frocks and pinafores flew in the night, and booted feet tapped and
danced. Songs and smiles resumed as if they had never been interrupted, and
within moments, the boy was left alone with the big man and the soldier, the
three of them standing in the shadows of dusk and summer.
‘You
trust this lad, Olfden?’ the soldier said, folding his arms across his chest
and pulling a face.
The
big man, identified as Olfden, looked down at the boy. ‘Let us see,’ he said
slowly. ‘Are you an honourable sort, boy?’
The
boy stood straight. ‘Of course I am, Sir!’ he cried, his chest swelling with
pride. ‘I am as noble as the finest knight in the emperor’s army!’
Olfden
looked at the soldier and quirked a brow before looking back at the boy. ‘And
if I were to invite you to sup with us this summer’s eve?’ he said. ‘In the
village of Kirkby-by-Hill we pay our way. The revelry tonight can only take
place because every man and woman has done their bit: planted the fields,
harvested the crop, fattened the pigs, or milked the cows. If you sup with us
this eve, you must help me with some chores on the morrow to make up for it.
What say you?’
The
boy puffed out his weary chest as best as he could. ‘On my name!’ he cried
valiantly.
Olfden
turned and looked at the soldier. For a moment, neither man said anything.
Finally, the soldier shook his head and turned away, walking back to his post.
‘Fine, Olf,’ he called over his shoulder, ‘but he’s your responsibility.’
The
big man looked at the boy through his dark eyes. ‘You’ll be no bother, will
you?’ he said slowly.
The
boy shook his head. ‘Never, Sir,’ he said quickly. ‘No, never! As I said, on my
name!’
Olfden
placed his big, scarred hands on his knees and leaned forwards, peering hard
into the boy’s pale, gaunt face. ‘And what would that name be, lad?’
It
had haunted him his whole life. A
bastard’s name for a bastard boy, he thought, swallowing. His eyes dropped
to the stone at his feet, but as he hesitated, the boy realised it was just
what he needed. I could be anyone, he
thought to himself. There are a
thousand-thousand bastards with my name, and a thousand-thousand before all of
them. His name clogged gutters and ran through filthy streets; it wore a
loose cap and no shoes, passing discreet notes from one party to the other, or
shovelling soil in a field. I will never
be found, not with this name. With his name, he could be any boy from any
broken peasant family. His father could be any soldier, and his mother any
pretty tavern lass. He could sink into a new life and never be found, not by
anyone.
He
raised his eyes and looked the big man straight in his face. He took a deep
breath and stood as proud as he could. ‘Hugh,’ he said without so much as a
wobble of shame in his voice. ‘My name is Hugh.’
Olfden
looked him up and down once more. ‘Alright, Hugh,’ he said quietly. ‘Welcome to
Kirkby-by-Hill. Oh, and I suppose you’ll be needing this.’ He took a lump of
something wrapped in a rag from behind his back and pushed it into the young
boy’s hands. It was large and light, the size of a large rock.
A loaf of bread!
Olfden
laughed as the boy tossed the rag aside and sank his teeth into the crisp, firm
loaf. ‘But remember our deal,’ he said slowly. ‘Tomorrow, you help me!’
Hugh
nodded quickly and continued to eat. ‘Of course, Sir,’ he said though
mouthfuls, ‘though I am a little thirsty. Could you-…?’
Olfden
laughed again. ‘Come this way, my lad,’ he said, leading Hugh by the shoulder
out from the shadows and into the light of the summer bonfire. ‘I think it best
we get you cleaned up and that you meet everyone, and I’m sure we can find you
some water long the way!’
Sir
Hugh Fortescue, son of the betrayed and murdered Earl Jacob Fortescue and Lady
Isabella Beshing, was led from the dark and into the warm glow of the fire. For
a few moments, Sir Hugh forgot all about his traitorous uncle, Lord Aesinger,
and what he had done to him and his family; the shadowy visions of his headless
parents, slumped together beside the murdered Captain Aethlar, faded in the
luminous radiance of the bonfire. He
won’t find me here, Hugh thought. Uncle
Aesinger would never find me here.
He
had thought he would never be happy again, but as he was passed a small cup of
bitter wine and embraced by every one of the villagers he was put before, Hugh
felt his heart soar. ‘Remember, though!’ Olfden said as Hugh was handed a
second cup of wine, ‘You’re working all this off tomorrow! Then you’re free to
do as you wish!’
Hugh
smiled up at the big man, exhausted, bloody, bruised, and radiant. ‘Thank-you,’
he said.
*
‘Can you see?’ Hugh
said, holding the pretty silver coin up to the cold light of the winter day.
‘This is Emperor Lyshir III.’
Sara leaned closer. Her pretty face
was inches from Hugh’s now, and he felt his cheeks enflame in a blush. ‘Is that
really what he looks like?’ she said slowly.
‘I believe so, yes,’ Hugh said,
trying to hide his crimson cheeks. He pointed quickly to the edge of the
thumbnail-sized penny before Sara saw his blush. ‘And see here, around the
edge. It reads “Emperor Lyshir III” in case you were unsure.’
‘What about the other side?’ she
asked, reaching over to touch the coin between Hugh’s fingers. Her hand caught
his and he felt his heart flutter for a moment. Quickly, he rotated the coin,
trying to keep his thoughts in order. Don’t
make any more of a fool of yourself, he thought.
‘This side,’ he said, holding it up
to the bright winter sun, ‘has the Imperial Phoenix on it, see? The bird with
its wings spread wide. Around the edge, it reads “Thennwin, Dorestadt,” which
is the name of the man who made the coin and where it was made.’
Sara fixed Hugh with her bright green
eyes and pulled her shawl around her shoulders. Her breath caught on the cold
morning air as they sat on the low wall just outside Felyr’s farm. ‘Are there
lots of coin-makers?’ she asked.
Hugh nodded. ‘A fair few,’ he said.
‘I believe there’s one other here in the southern Imperial Heartlands. The one
who makes coins for the earls of the Western Heartlands is called Andrey, and
his coins come from a place called Busnik, just to the south of Westwarden
Castle.’
Sara quirked her pale, curious brow.
‘How do you know that?’ she said. ‘That stuff about the western lands. Have you
been there?’
Hugh fell silent and quickly looked
away. ‘Oh,’ he said, suddenly scared he may have overstepped the mark. ‘I
learned it somewhere. I’m not sure exactly where.’
There was a moment’s pause that felt
like agony for Hugh. I’ve made a fool of
myself, he thought. She’s going to
work out I’m not from the west – damn, why did I even try to lie to them? Why
didn’t I just say I was from the west like I am? Why-…
‘I
always forget that you can read,’ Sara said, giggling quietly to herself.
‘You’re so clever, Hugh. Will you teach me to read?’
As Hugh gazed into her apple-green
eyes he found himself weak. Oh, by the
Divine Empress, yes, he wanted to cry. He wanted to reach out and touch her
rosy-red cheeks and caress her mahogany-red hair. I would do anything to spend the hours with you, he thought to
himself.
‘Hugh?’
‘Oh, right,’ Hugh spluttered, his
cheeks enflaming again. ‘Yes, I can try, I’d be happy to.’
She giggled again and squeezed his
arm. ‘Thank-you,’ she said sweetly.
Every lie hurt, particularly those
he had to tell Sara. I would give all for
you, he thought as he gazed into her eyes. She quickly looked away and
smiled, her slightly bucked front teeth catching her bottom lip. For ten years
Hugh had been a part of the community at Kirkby-by-Hill, but the lies he had
told in the opening days of his time there had dogged him for years and years.
As far as the locals were concerned, he was Hugh – a nameless bastard from the
village of Havarby in the furthest reaches of the Eastern Imperial Heartlands.
He had claimed to have lost his memory one day, and had awoken to find himself
beside an overturned cart and two dead corpses: a man’s and a woman’s. He had
grabbed a sword from the cart for protection and wandered, helplessly lost,
before happening upon Kirkby-by-Hill. All he had claimed to know for certain
was that the sword had been a gift, he was unsure from whom it was or who it
was intended for.
Most of the village had bought the
lies he had told, but a few had been reluctant. Guard Symonds – the very fellow
who had caught Hugh the night he had arrived – was one who had, and still,
remained sceptical. Syminds, however, had recently been promoted and moved to
the nearby town of Dorestadt, he was rarely around Kirkby-by-Hill anymore.
At
every opportunity for the last decade, though, Hugh had done his utmost to help
the people of Kirkby-by-Hill and change their perception of him. He had started
as a useless, unknowing farmhand, pushing an ox-drawn plough through a field or
sowing seeds in the soil. Now, though, he helped Felyr, the village’s
well-known butcher.
People came from across the Southern
Heartlands for Felyr’s sausages. They had graced the tables of the gentry, as
the tall, grim-faced man liked to tell people. ‘Earl Harathad himself comes by
once a year!’ the old, sour-faced butcher had told Hugh on his first day almost
twelve months ago, and almost every day after that.
Earl Harathad was everything that
Aesinger was not. He was just and honest; a good man who had not earned his
position through trickery and deceit. He was kind and generous to those on his
lands, and cared for his people. But more than anything, he was absent. He made
a tour of his extensive lands once a year and, just as Felyr liked to tell,
when he came to Kirkby-by-Hill he stopped for some sausages.
Hugh had no notion as to where Earl Aesinger
was, or what he was doing. He did not know if he was looking for him or if he
had given up, certain that he had been killed somewhere out in the wilderness.
All Hugh knew for certain was that he had not found him, and ten years was a
long time to spend looking for a single nuisance nephew. Would he even
recognise him? Surely, since being lifted to the lofty heights of earldom, his
uncle would have his hands full running the Western Heartlands.
In the intervening decade since he
last saw his uncle, Hugh had grown taller. Slightly above average height, he
had grown lithe and tough from his days labouring in Kirkby-by-Hill’s fields
and barns. His hair was still black and cut short around his ears, and his
complexion still pale despite many long days in the sun, but he had shed all
fat from his features and his jaw had grown stern and hardy at the bottom of
his long face. He worried that he shared a resemblance with his father, but
every time he caught his reflection in a stream he wondered if his fears were
unfounded.
Aesinger had been made earl of the
Western Imperial Heartlands almost two years after secretly murdering Hugh’s
parents. His coup had been quick and clean, perfectly executed and utterly
terrible. Hugh had been surprised it took as long as it did for his uncle to be
made earl. I wonder if perhaps Emperor
Lyshir III does not trust him, the young man thought as he gazed at the
silver coin in his hand. I would never
trust that snake – I wonder if my father ever truly did. The thought made
Hugh’s spirits drop and he gazed at the stern silver face in his hands.
‘I saw him once,’ Sara said,
reaching out to touch the coin again. She stroked the edge of Hugh’s hand as
she did and, despite the cold, Hugh felt himself blush again. ‘I was in
Vidoropolis once with Ma and Da, and he went past in a big procession.’ She
straightened up and looked at Hugh, gesturing with her hands. ‘He wore a huge
suit of armour – it made him look this
big!’
Hugh smiled. He opened his mouth to
respond, but before words could leave his tongue, a shout came from behind him.
‘Boy! Get in here, it’s time to work!’
Hugh quickly jumped to his feet and
span around. Standing in the doorway of the large, barn-like building behind
him was a tall, thin man with a grizzled face. ‘Coming, Mister Felyr!’ Hugh
cried. He shot a quick smile to Sara. ‘I’ll see you later?’
‘Sure,’ she said with a small, shy
smile. ‘Work hard!’
Reluctantly, Hugh hurried away from
the pretty young woman and into the large wood and thatch building he had been
sitting in front of. The floor was covered in thick rushes and reeds, stained
dark with crusty-red gore, though the rest of the room was dark and stank of
blood and soot. From the rafters of the wide building hung dozens of butchered
carcasses: cows, pigs, and chickens, all skinned and plucked as they need be.
‘You’d best put all thoughts of Miss
Longfields out of your mind,’ Felyr grumbled at Hugh as the young man picked up
a heavy leather apron. ‘I’ll have no accidents today on account of your mind
roamin’ over that young lady’s curves.’
‘There will be no accidents, Mister Felyr,’
Hugh said as he tied the apron around his middle and picked up a heavy,
slightly rusted cleaver from one of the many wooden tables that littered the
room. ‘No accidents yet, sir! See? I still have all my fingers!’
Felyr turned his dark, sunken eyes
on Hugh. ‘Ain’t your fingers I’m caring about, boy,’ he said and spat onto the
rushes. ‘It’s my meat I’m afearing for. Now go on, get!’
Hugh quickly set to work on a side
of beef. He had learned quickly under Felyr, and although the man was renowned
for his bad moods, his terrible teeth, and for only having seven fingers, Hugh
had found himself fond of the grizzled old man. He was a fine teacher – stern
but clear – and would not accept anything less than the best.
Hugh worked hard and swiftly, trying
to keep his mind from Sara. No matter how hard he tried, though, he found his
thoughts constantly returning to her. She
is rather lovely, he found himself thinking as he plucked the feathers from
a chicken shortly after midday. Perhaps I
should tell her how lovely she is – no, no. That would be foolish, I-…
‘What did I say about curves, boy?’ Felyr
snapped from somewhere off in the gloom of the chilly barn. ‘The only flesh
you’ll get your hands on this day is that which hangs headless and gutless from
these rafters!’ The butcher laughed as he threw open some of the shutters, cold
light flooding the barn. ‘A chill day, and snow is falling!’
Hugh placed the bird he was holding
down on the bench he was working at and crossed to the shutters Felyr had
tossed open. Felyr’s butcher-barn was located on the easternmost edge of
Kirkby-by-Hill, slightly elevated on the hillside. From the open shutter, Hugh
could see down onto the village, now covered in a thin layer of white snow. The
green hills for miles around had been turned white, though the livestock that
walked upon the hills continued to munch at the snow-covered grass, undeterred
by the cold.
Down in the village, children ran
through snow-slicked streets, whilst their mothers and sisters went about their
daily business. Some tended the small herb gardens they kept adjacent to their
homes, whilst others carried bundles of furs or clothing to and from the small
steam that ran through the village. The men kept their business to the barns,
moving boxes and sacks of grain and produce from place to place, loading a few
onto carts to be taken off to market in the nearby town of Dorestadt. All was
done under the gentle caress of the snow falling from the pale heavens above.
‘It’s a fine place,’ Felyr said
slowly with a nod of his grizzled head. A small smile graced his thin lips for
a moment as he and Hugh gazed out of the window together. ‘A place worth
fightin’ for, so my Grand-Da used to say. But enough talk, let’s get on.’
Hugh and Felyr turned away from the
view from the shutters and back to their work. The hours ticked by in relative
quiet, the two men exchanging words now and then, remarking on the blood or
build of the beasts they butchered, or on the sharpness of the blades in their
hands. Still, time and again, Hugh found his mind slipping away from the task
at hand and back to Sara.
He began to worry if he had given
too much away. I should not have
mentioned Andrey of Busnik, he thought, chewing his lip as he removed the
legs from a chicken. Sara is not any
run-of-the-mill foolish peasant girl; she has a spark of intelligence, and she
may work out that I come from the Western Heartlands.
The sword had almost been a
giveaway. Ten years ago, when he had first arrived, he had carried with him the
bastard-sword given to him by Captain Aethlar, his late combat instructor,
mentor, and friend – another victim of Earl Aesinger’s coup. He had dragged the
weapon all the way across the Imperial Heartlands, more out of duty than actual
want of the item. He had been called a thief and viewed with suspicion when he
arrived, and when Olfden had asked him to get rid of the weapon, he had
reluctantly agreed to. ‘It doesn’t do right for a young lad to be seen with
such a weapon,’ Olfden had said one night. ‘You’d best dispose of the thing.’
The stag’s head etched into the
pommel had been the last thing Hugh had seen as he hid the weapon – the sigil
of his family, the Fortescue crest. He could not bring himself to toss it into
the river or bury it somewhere where he may forget, so one night, as Olfden and
his wife Lynna were sleeping, Hugh stole out to the village well. He found a
loose cobble beside the tall, upright structure and hid the blade in the nook
beneath it. One day I may wish to see it
again, he remembered thinking.
‘Look, boy,’ Felyr said, cutting
into Hugh’s thoughts, ‘we need to do something about this – it’s getting
ridiculous.’
Hugh looked up from his bloody work,
eyes wide with surprise. ‘I’m sorry?’ he said.
‘You can’t get your mind off that
girl, it is painfully clear!’ Feyr said, putting his cleaver and the leg of
lamb he was holding down on his wooden workbench. ‘We need to do something
about this or you’re never going to be able to do a proper days work again in
your life!’
Hugh blushed. ‘I mean, I wasn’t
actually thinking about-…’
‘Nonsense,’ Felyr said with a growl.
‘Look at your face, lad, you’re away with the faeries and thoughts of Miss
Longfields – she’s been on your mind for months!’
‘Felyr I really wasn’t-…’
‘Now, boy,’ Felyr said, leaning over
the butchered lamb before him and glaring at Hugh, ‘are you a man or a mouse? A
hearty Human or one of them namby-pamby Elves to the east? A child of the
Phoenix or a Dwarf, cowering under his mountain?’
‘I’m-…’
‘Damn right you are!’ Felyr yelled, slamming his cleaver down into his
workbench where it stuck, quivering in the wood. ‘Go out there and get Miss Longfields! Win her heart or
you’ve no job to come back to tomorrow!’
Hugh felt his face go pale. ‘You
can’t be serious,’ he said, weakly. ‘She’s-…’
Felyr leaned towards Hugh, eyes
narrow, bald head lined and weathered. ‘She’s a fine missy, well-liked and
respected, as are you. What’s the matter, don’t know how to?’ He laughed.
Hugh blushed. ‘Well, I mean, I’ve
never really had a woman before, you
know?’ He felt deep shame within him as he said it, but he had been raised to
expect an arranged marriage. It was the courtly norm for the sons and daughters
of the imperial elite to be married off to one-another to strengthen familial
ties and help keep the Empire secure. Hugh had never imagined himself actually
being able to choose a woman of his own, or to allow feelings to dictate whom
he pined for.
Felyr’s deep-set eyes widened and he
laughed again. ‘You’re joking? Well, what, you want tips from ol’ Felyr?’
‘No!’ Hugh cried, waving his hands,
‘By the Empress, no! I just…’ Hugh trailed off for a moment. ‘How do I make her
like me?’
Felyr frowned a moment, wiping a
bloody hand on his leather apron. ‘Well,’ he said, pulling his cleaver from the
workbench and setting it aside, ‘she’s Burr the tavernkeeper’s daughter, no?’
‘Yes,’ Hugh said, taking another
chicken from the hooks hanging from the rafters. ‘How does that help?’
‘Well,’ Felyr said, tossing a lump
of bloody gristle onto the rushes on the floor, ‘go there tonight and speak
with her.’
Hugh frowned. ‘What, you’re saying
go and profess my affections for her in front of her father?’ he said and shook his head slowly. Such practice would’ve been laughed at in the Imperial Court, Hugh
thought to himself.
‘Why not?’ Felyr said with a shrug
of a shoulder. ‘Also, that chicken isn’t going to behead itself – get.’
With a sigh and a chop of the
cleaver, Hugh shook his head. ‘I don’t know,’ he said slowly, quietly. ‘I don’t
think this is worth it.’
Felyr snorted as he cut the leg from
the pig before him. ‘Speak for yourself,’ he said. ‘She’s a pretty lass. Just a
matter of time before someone else notices her.’
The two men fell to silence once
more, continuing their bloody work in hushed quiet. The fleshy smacks of cleavers on dead animal flesh
continued for a few hours as the light began to dim outside and the day became
old. Hugh found himself alone with his thoughts: his parents, his uncle, his
sword, Sara. Ten years, he thought
with a wince. Surely he’s given up – he
must have given up. Maybe I can settle here and start a new life after all –
perhaps I can throw that sword away for good. The same thoughts dogged him
every day of his life, but Earl Aesinger had no jurisdiction within Earl
Harathad’s lands. Surely I’m safe? he
thought. Surely it would have been easier
to hunt me down years ago before I settled – if that is even my uncle’s motive?
Oh, how can I drag Sara into this terrible life?
Feeling suddenly alone, Hugh
shivered in the chill wind that blew through the butcher barn’s open shutters.
Outside, the snow was falling heavily from a blanket of heavy grey cloud.
Livestock had retreated into the shelter of barns and most people had made
their way inside to escape from the cold. By
the Empress, Hugh thought, who’d have
thought that after ten years I’d still be finding this peasant thing hard?
That
evening as the snow fell heavily through the gloom of an encroaching winter’s
night, Hugh made his way back from Felyr’s. Pulling his loose, threadbare cloak
around his shoulders as he went, he tried to get his thoughts in order. His
head still whirled with all Felyr had said, as well as the uncertainties about
his uncle that still plagued him. Ten
years, he told himself. Ten years has
passed and he has not found me – he would not even recognise me! I’m sure it’s
safe for me to tell Sara how I feel. By the Empress! Hugh let out a sigh
and watched his breath mist on the air before him. Who’d have thought that peasant problems were so hard to deal with?
He
made his way through the village, his eyes down and his head lost in thought.
He passed under the low eaves of the humble homes that lined the roughly
cobbled road that ran through the village and out of the valley. When he
reached the centre of the modest settlement, he glanced at the well. Tall, narrow,
made of dark grey stone, Hugh knew exactly which of the cobbles at its base hid
his sword – No, Captain Aethlar’s sword.
With
the snow blowing about him on a cold wind, Hugh made his way to the low house
he had shared with Olfden and his wife Lynna for the last ten years. Ten years, he thought for the umpteenth
time that day, I was only supposed to
stay for the night. How did I end up staying ten years? Hugh knew every
cobble in the narrow road that led to the low, wide wattle, daub and
timber-framed home.
He
had done as Olfden asked that night ten years ago and awaited until the next
day to assist in the fields. He had helped spread the ceremonial ashes and
tilled some of the soil as asked, and before he knew it the sun was setting and
he was eating the villager’s food again. ‘You’ll have to stay another day and
work it off!’ Oldfen had said from beside him. He had soon realised work always
needed to be done, and once he found the opportunity to leave, a year had
passed and he had grown attached to Kirkby-by-Hill and its humble inhabitants –
particularly to Olfden, the man who had filled a little of the void left by the
death of his own father.
Soon,
he was standing outside the home he had lived in for the last decade; thatched
roof low but straight, with a long, wide stone chimney sticking from the rear.
The shutters were firmly closed, though from the few cracks in the battered old
door, Hugh could see a warm orange glow coming from within. Stretching out his
hand, he pushed the door open and stepped in.
‘Good
day?’ Olfden’s low voice called out as he entered.
Hugh
stood in the warm glow and quickly closed the door behind him. ‘Productive, as
ever,’ he replied. Shaking off the winter’s chill, he cast his eyes over the
room within. The long, low house was a single room, a large bed at one end for
Olfden and Lynna, and a smaller one at the other for Hugh. The stone-flagged
floor was covered in rushes and there was even a scrap of old rug before the
wide, warm hearth.
Olfden
sat on a low stool by the fire, drinking from a pewter tankard with numerous
dents in it. Still enormous and strong in build, the last ten years had done
little more to the large, brawny man other than grey his hair. His face was
dark and his beard as full as ever. Lynna, Olfden’s wife, had changed little
too. Short, with a wide chest and hips, but a minute waist, she was a tough and
hardy woman, often seen carrying great bushels of produce or casks of drink
around the village. Unlike some of the men and women, she did not shy away from
hard work and her frame reflected that. The bright blue eyes in her face were
always alive with light and love, and she looked at Hugh as if he were her own
son.
‘Stew’ll
be done soon,’ she said as Hugh took off his threadbare cloak and placed it by
the fire to dry. ‘Rabbit and leek – good for the soul.’ She smiled at him and
kissed his brow.
Lynna
and Olfden had been married some thirty years. Despite their efforts, they had
never been able to have children of their own, yet they had continued to stand
by one-another. Hugh had thought it strange at first, for he had heard stories
from his parents of noble men leaving their wives if they were unable to bear
children. Ten years later, there was something he found admirable in Lynna and
Olfden’s utter devotion to one-another.
He
knew that he was like a son to them. Hugh had filled a void in Lynna and
Olfden’s lives that nothing else could, and they had taken him in and partially
filled the whirling darkness left by the murder of Hugh’s parents. Still, he
had not told them the truth of his upbringing. The lie about the cart, the
bodies, and the lost memory dogged and haunted his every day. My life here is wonderful, but built on
lies, he thought as he sat down beside Olfden.
‘Lyn,
tell Hugh what you saw today,’ the big man said, taking a swig from his flagon
and glancing sideways at Hugh, a small smile on his rough features.
‘Ooh,
quite the thing it was,’ Lynna said, looking at Hugh with a raised brow. ‘I
heard from none other than Clara that there was something going on towards the east
edge of the village! So, I hurried over to see what was about, and what should
I see! None other than you sitting sharing a rather quiet moment with the
lovely Sara Longfields.’
Hugh
felt his cheeks enflame again and he looked into the roaring fire in the stone
hearth. ‘What of it?’ he said quietly.
‘She’s
a lovely lass,’ Lynna said with a big nod to Olfden. ‘Sweet, pretty,
intelligent to boot! You’d do well for a lady like her.’
Mortally
embarrassed, Hugh put his face in his hands. ‘Does everyone know?’ he said
meekly.
Lynna
winced and made a gesture with her hands. ‘Well, not everyone-…’
‘Yes,’
Olfden interrupted with a low chuckle. He clapped Hugh on the shoulder with a
heavy hand and took a swig of his drink.
‘By
the Empress,’ Hugh muttered. ‘Felyr was giving me a talking-to about it, he
said I should go and see her in the tavern tonight-…’
‘Why
don’t you?’ Olfden said with a shrug of his enormous shoulders and a final swig
of his tankard. ‘Sounds like a magnificent idea, if you ask me. Lynna and I
always wanted grandchildren.’
Hugh
made a small groaning sound and sunk deeper into his hands. ‘I don’t think I
can,’ he said. ‘I don’t think-…’
‘Hush,
you,’ Lynna said, cuffing Olfden on his shoulder with the back of her hand. She
appeared above Hugh and pushed a heavy wooden bowl full of hot stew into his
hand. ‘You don’t have to do anything. Have some dinner and decide for yourself.
All I’d say is that you’ve known her for years, so follow your heart and do
what you think is right.’
Hugh
picked up an old wooden spoon from the hearth and looked up into Lynna’s bright
blue eyes. ‘Very well,’ he said quietly, taking a spoonful of warm, sloppy
stew. It was unrefined and simple, yet hearty and warming – just like the folk
of Kirkby-by-Hill. Hugh felt a warmth spread through him as he ate, along with
a slowly blooming confidence.
After
a few spoonful’s, he was resolute. ‘You know,’ he said, placing the half-eaten
bowl down, ‘I shall go and see her.’
He stood up and picked up his worn, half-dry cloak. ‘I’ll do it right now. Why
waste a moment longer?’
‘Hah!’
Olfden laughed and clapped him on the back so hard Hugh thought he would fall
over. ‘That’s the spirit, lad! Go and get her!’
Hugh
thanked Lynna for the meal and promised to eat the rest on his return. With a
final nod to Olfden, he turned and headed out into the dark and cold of the
night. The snow was falling hard and no moonlight pierced the thick, heavy
clouds above. The only light that fell upon the village came through cracked
shutters or the occasional firebrand left in a sconce on a wall – though most
of those had gone out in the wind.
It was not far to The Grotto. Kirkby-by-Hill’s
only tavern was a small place, two stories tall and with a wonky thatched roof.
The bottom floor was given over to tavern use, whilst the upstairs was given
over to whosoever wished to sleep and housed the Longfields family: Sara, her
mother, father, and younger brother. Hugh often gazed through the upper
shutters when he passed, hoping to catch a glimpse of Sara as he went about his
business. Today, though, as he walked across the snow-covered cobbles towards
the squat doorway in the side of the long, wide building, his eyes were fixed
ahead of him.
What
do I say to her? he thought as he approached. His feet crunched over the
thickly-fallen snow beneath him, and dozens of large, fat, fresh flakes
caressed his cheeks and brow as he went his way. Hugh pulled his cloak tightly
around his shoulders and chewed his lip. Should
I just profess before all, or slip her a note? Oh, but she can’t read! Damn,
Vidoria give me strength, what am I to do?
He paused before the door a moment
and took a deep breath. He could hear sounds of revelry from the other side,
and guessed it would be busy within. Sara
will be hard at work serving, he thought with a sad sigh. Perhaps this was a bad idea after all, she
won’t have time to talk to me. The
clink of mugs and crack of horns upon benches rumbled away from the other side
of the door, as did the familiar sound of laughter. There was always lots of
laughter in Kirkby-by-Hill, and it was infectious.
Hugh found himself smiling. No, he told himself as he reached out a
hand. No, I can do this – these are good,
happy folk. I am one of them now; I am good and happy too. Yes. He pushed
the door open and was greeted with the roar of revelry. Swamped in warmth and
laughter, Hugh stepped into the tavern’s spacious lower room. Lined with
benches and small tables, the room was centred on an enormous hearth in which a
giant log was crackling. There were perhaps a dozen men and women seated in the
tavern, sitting in groups of three and four, sharing smiles and joy.
Suddenly unsure if he had made the
right decision, Hugh stood by the door for a moment, wondering if he should
just turn around and leave again. Something about it felt wrong, trying to
bring Sara into his life in such away. I
lie to her about who I am every day, he thought, suddenly downcast. What if something should happen, and she
finds herself thrust into my world of lies and deceit? No, this is wrong. He
turned to leave.
‘Hugh!’ a voice called through the
din.
But
not just a voice, it was hers. Hugh felt himself go weak and his resolve fail
him. For a moment, he wanted to flee. He wanted to turn and run out into the
cold and not face her. But then, there she was before him, a smile on her lips.
Her apple-green eyes seemed to glisten with joy, and the dark green frock she
wore bustled about her as she advanced towards him.
‘Sara,’
he began, his voice catching in his throat, ‘I was wondering if I-…’
‘Come
in and sit, silly,’ Sara said with a wide smile, revealing the tips of her
slightly bucked teeth. ‘I’ll have Da get you a drink.’ She took his hand and
led him into the room, leaving him weak and flustered.
Unable
to protest, Hugh was led to a seat close to the roaring hearth, where he sat
and watched Sara quickly retreat across the room. Suddenly, he was far too hot.
He took off his cloak and loosened the collar of the simple tunic he wore, but
still he felt a sweat on his brow. He looked around the room, trying to take
his mind off his current predicament.
He
knew most of the faces and a few names. Behind the counter was Sara’s father,
Burr, a man of similar stature to Olfden. Bald of head and unfriendly-featured,
his arms were as huge as the boughs of an oak, and his girth was just as
impressive. Burr Longfields was a former soldier, discharged from the Vidorian
Legion for dishonourable conduct – a story everyone in the village knew. Bandits, meant for trial, Hugh thought as
he looked at the enormous man, swallowing the nervous lump in his throat. They’d been harassing Burr’s unit for some
time, so when he caught them he had them hanged without proper authority. The
story, once it had descended into rumour, even went as far to say that Burr was
sentenced to death, yet no man was brave enough to stand before him with an
axe.
Burr
was fierce to look at and was well-respected in the village. Dark-jowls and
sunken eyes, he was a cold mountain of muscle. Hugh had seen the big man toss
drunks out two at a time, one in each hand. And
I’m here for his daughter, he thought with another nervous swallow. When
Hugh and Burr made eye contact across the room, he gave Hugh a somewhat cold
look, followed by a slow nod, which Hugh quickly returned. I had best not upset him now.
Trying to take his mind off the frightening
man behind the bar, Hugh turned his attention to the other patrons. Three of
the small contingent of black-armoured imperial soldiers were sitting at a
bench drinking quietly together. There was Borgas and Leddon Stoneswright, the local
stonemason’s twins, sitting with two older-looking gentlemen Hugh did not
recognise; not far from them sat Hettie, one of the oldest ladies in the
village, with a woman who looked even older than she did. There were a few
faces amongst the groups he did not recognise; friends of those he knew from
nearby villages, no doubt. They were welcome, and ate and drank with those from
Kirkby-by-Hill.
But
then something caught Hugh’s eye: sitting at the far end of the tavern in the
darkest corner, furthest from the light of the hearth, was a hunched and hooded
figure. There was a long pipe between his thin lips and a covering of stubble
on his chin. The rest of his face was lost to the shadow of his hood, though
Hugh could clearly see the hilt of a sword shining in what light from the fire
reached the corner.
‘Don’t
stare,’ Sara’s voice cut into his thoughts. She giggled and placed a wooden
flagon of cider down in front of Hugh.
‘Oh?
Sorry, I-…’ Hugh trailed off, shooting the figure another glance. ‘He’s not
from around here, is he?’
‘No,’
Sara said, sitting down on the stool beside Hugh. ‘He’s been here a few days.
Think he’s a wanderer or a traveller of some sort, possibly some official. He
has a sword and wears some leather-looking armour under that cloak, I saw it
when he first came in.’
‘Has
he said much?’ Hugh asked with another glance at the fellow in the corner.
‘Little
and less,’ Sara said with a shrug. ‘He pays for his room and his food in good
silver, though, so we cannot complain. Anyway, feel like teaching me some
letters? I can get some coins like earlier.’
Hugh
smiled at her, putting all thoughts of the mysterious stranger from his mind.
‘I’d like that,’ he said.
Sara
smiled at him and stood, squeezing his hand. ‘Thank-you for this, you’re a
sweetheart,’ she said as she retreated towards the counter where he father was
standing guard over his establishment. This
is perfect! Hugh thought to himself as she went. I have her all to myself, we can talk quietly for a little while and
then I can tell her, I can tell her exactly how I feel and-…
Hugh’s
thoughts trailed off as he caught Burr’s gaze again. Sara was standing at the
counter, taking a pinch of coins from her father. His eyes were narrowed and he
glared past his daughter and into Hugh’s face. That must have been the last thing those bandits saw before they died, Hugh
thought and swallowed as a cold chill of fear washed over him. Those cold, sunken eyes, those-…
‘I’m
back,’ Sara said in a sing-song voice, placing half a dozen silver coins in
Hugh’s hands. ‘Now, you’ve got to show me what all these say.’
Hugh
tore his eyes away from the dark stare being shot in his direction by Sara’s
father and glanced over the coins. ‘These will probably all say the same thing
if they’re from the Southern Heartlands,’ he said. ‘The moneyers might be
different, so we’ll have a look at those.’
Sara
nodded her head eagerly. ‘Please, let’s begin.’
Hugh
took a quick sip of his cider and turned the first coin over. ‘See here?’ he
said, pointing to the edge of the coin. ‘T-H-E-N-N-W-I-N; Thennwin. See? And
this part D-O-R-E-S-T-A-D-T; Dorestadt. Now, if we look at another coin, these
letters will be different.’ Hugh reached out and picked up another coin.
‘E-M-P-E-R-O-R; this says “Emperor”.’
Sara
nodded her head eagerly, taking the coin from Hugh’s hand. ‘I get it,’ she
said. ‘I know a few letters – my mother taught me a couple years ago. Let me
see if I can read what this one says on the other side.’
Hugh
nodded, taking another quick sip of his cider. He was glad of the excuse to
gaze at Sara’s face. For a few moments, her pretty, rosy features twisted as
she struggled with the letters on the other side. ‘This looks like an “A”, and
this one an “N”. Then perhaps an “O”? No, no – a “D”!’ she paused a moment and
took the previous coin from Hugh’s hand, who barely noticed, for he was too
busy staring into her eyes.
‘This
was an “R” and an “E” on the coin from Dorestadt, and this last letter looks a
little like a G? No – a “Y”!’ she looked up at Hugh, a wide smile on her face.
‘Does this say “Andrey?” It does! Andrey of Busnik, like you said this morning!’
Hugh
started, dropping the coins he had held. ‘What?’ he said, suddenly shocked. He
felt as if a lead-weight had just been dropped into his stomach. Eyes wide, he
looked from Sara to the coin she held, then back at her. ‘It can’t do, let me
see that coin, please.’
Hands
shaking, Hugh held a palm out to Sara, who obediently placed the silver into
his palm. ‘Was I right?’ Sara said, bending down and picking up the other coins
from the floor. ‘It does say “Andrey of Busnik”, doesn’t it?’
It
did. Wide-eyed and pale-faced, Hugh stared open-mouthed at the coin Andrey, Busnik. This coin is from the
Western Imperial Heartlands – the lands my uncle took from my father! Hugh
quickly closed his mouth and looked at Sara, doing what he could to keep his
composure. ‘You are right indeed, well done, my dear.’
Sara’s
face lit up. ‘I was right?’ she said, her rosy features lighting up in a wide
grin, yet for the first time, it brought no joy to Hugh’s heart. ‘Can I try and
read the rest of it?’
‘In
a moment,’ Hugh said, closing his hand around the coin. ‘But let me just ask,
where did you find this, Sara?’ he asked.
Sara
frowned. ‘I think it’s one of the coins the fellow in the corner paid for his
room with this morning.’
Hugh’s
head whipped around and looked towards where the figure in the corner had been
sitting. Now, there was nought but shadows and cobwebs in the nook where the
figure had been. Cloak, sword, and bearded chin – all had vanished. He’s gone, Hugh thought, eyes wide with
horror. Something is afoot here – I don’t
like this one bit!
‘He
gave Da a little coinpurse. Shall I see if he still has it? He might have more
interesting coins.’ Sara said sweetly, putting he hand on Hugh’s knee to get
his attention.
Hugh
started again, caught suddenly off guard by Sara’s touch. ‘Why, yes,’ he said
quickly, his voice trembling with sudden fear and betraying his nerves. ‘If
he’s a traveller like you say, he may have given your father more coins.’ Hugh
sorely hoped he had. A fellow who has
been around will have silver from across the Empire – a man on the payroll of a
lord will have only his coin to show for it.
‘Is
everything alright, Hugh?’ she said, stroking his cheek with her soft
fingertips. ‘You look as if you’ve just seen a ghost.’
Hugh
blushed at her touch. ‘I just-… No, I’m fine,’ he said and put on a brave
smile. ‘Fetch this man’s coinpurse if your father still has it and doesn’t mind
us looking through it.’
Moments
later, after another dark glare from Sara’s father, Hugh sat before the hearth
with the stranger’s coinpurse in his hands. Dark, smart leather with a simple
knotted drawstring about its neck, there was nothing particularly special about
the small, clinking pouch. This man paid
well for the amenities here, Hugh thought, hope fading. How could he afford such expense if he were
not being funded by a lord?
Sara
was beside him, eagerly looking over his shoulder. She has no idea, Hugh thought as she felt Sara lean into him. He
had lost all desire to tell her how he felt, and felt as if he were holding his
future in his hands. If this is full of
coin from the Western Heartlands, this man could be in my uncle’s pay – he
could be looking for me.
‘Come
on,’ Sara said with a smile, reaching out to tug on the small leather purse’s
drawstring. ‘I want you to teach me some more.’
Hugh
managed a small smile as the bag opened. ‘Let’s see what we have,’ he said in a
weak voice, and reached into the pouch. Fingers trembling, he drew out a coin.
‘Another
from Andrey of Busnik,’ Sara said. ‘I remember what you said this morning –
he’s one of the moneyers in the Western Imperial Heartlands.’
Hugh
nodded his head. ‘Very good,’ he said quietly. ‘Let’s try another.’
The
next was another coin minted by Andrey of Busnik, as was the one after, and the
one after that. Soon, Hugh had been through the whole pouch. There were only
twelve silvers within, but all were minted in the Western Imperial Heartlands,
in the lands controlled by Hugh’s uncle, Earl Aesinger.
He’s looking for me, Hugh thought, wordlessly passing
the pouch back to Sara. That must have
been a spy, searching for me. He’s coming – he’ll know where I am now, and
he’ll find me. What will he do when he does? Will he kill me like he did my
parents, or shall he just leave me be? I am no threat, I am happy here, I want
to remain here, I-…
‘Hugh,
what’s troubling you?’ Sara said from behind him, placing one of her soft hands
on his own.
In
that moment, with the warm fire before them and the low rumble of conversation
clouding all would-be eavesdroppers, Hugh could have told her everything. He
wanted to open his heart to the woman beside him and confess all his lies,
admit that he was in fact Sir Hugh Fortescue, son of Earl Jacob, yet he could
not. As he gazed into her bright green eyes and the light of the fire gently
shimmered upon her mahogany-red hair, he found himself a coward.
‘Sara…’
Hugh began, his eyes dropping to the floor. I
can’t do this to her, he thought. If
she finds out I’ve lied to her all my life, she’ll hate me.
She
sat forwards, her eyes suddenly full of hope and life. ‘Yes, Hugh?’ she said.
‘What is it you want to say?’
But surely it’s wrong not to? Hugh thought. You’ll probably have to leave soon, never to see her again. Surely it’s
best to tell her the truth and have it out? He sighed, thinking of the
coins in the pouch. The evidence seemed so circumstantial, yet it was a risk he
felt he could not ignore. What would my
uncle do to the people of Kirkby-by-Hill if he found out they had sheltered me?
Would he kill them to stop them from spreading the truth? Would he even be able
to act here?
He
took a deep breath. ‘There is something I must tell you,’ he said in little
more than a whisper.
As
he looked up, he saw her face shining with joy and happiness. ‘What is it,
Hugh?’ she said.
How can I do this? he thought. How can I ruin this? He took a deep breath and took hold of one of
Sara’s hands. The firelight danced upon their fingers and the room seemed to
fall to a little hush as Hugh became lost in a world of fear, regret, and love.
‘Sara, I…’ he trailed off, his eyes falling to the rush-covered floor again.
He
felt fingers on his cheek and his gaze was lifted by Sara’s gentle hand. Before
he could say anything, she was kissing him. Her gentle lips brushed his for a
few precious moments and Hugh felt as if his heart were about to burst. He was
unsure if he kissed back or not, for his body was frozen in pure shock.
When
she withdrew, her rosy face was flushed with colour and joy. ‘I feel it too,’
she said gently, squeezing his hand in hers. ‘I’ve wanted to say for months –
years, even. I feared you did not feel the same way, so I said nothing for so
long.’
Hugh
let out a soft laugh. Oh, by the Empress,
what has happened? he thought to himself. ‘No, Sara,’ he said gently, ‘I
came here this evening to tell you just that, but-…’ he shook his head again. I can’t do this to her, he thought. I can’t ruin her happiness, not now, not
tonight. I’ll tell her tomorrow or another day, but not tonight.
‘But
what, Hugh?’ she said gently, leaning closer to him.
Her
lips were close to his face again, and Hugh felt himself fighting the urge to
keep kissing her. ‘But I-…’ Hugh began again, failing to find the words. Oh, damn it all, he thought, succumbing
to cowardice once more. ‘I was embarrassed,’ he said eventually, resigning to
fear. ‘I thought your father would, I don’t know, throw me out or something.’
Sara
let out a sweet laugh and put her arm around Hugh’s waist. ‘Don’t be so silly,’
she said. ‘He’s not a monster!’
Hugh
glanced past Sara and caught her father’s eyes again. Dark eyes glowered at him
from behind the bar and he quickly looked away. ‘No, I’m sure he isn’t,’ Hugh
said, uncertainty.
With
another shy smile on her face, Sara kissed Hugh again. He surrendered himself
to his feelings, giving into the warmth of the night and Sara’s infectious
happiness. He closed his eyes and accepted his fate, telling himself that he
would inform her of his true self on the morrow. She has a right to know now, he thought, and I know I can trust her. But even as he kissed her, and he felt
the warmth of her arm around his waist, he could not completely rid his mind of
the clinking silver coins from the Western Heartlands, nor of the shadowy
figure who had mysteriously disappeared into the night as if he had never been
there.
*
Hugh’s humble life
faded back to normality over the next few days, yet still he could not find the
strength nor courage to tell Sara the truth of his past. Poisonous thoughts of
steel and silver were washed from his mind by new memories with Sara – kissing
under the big oak outside the village, rolling in the snow together, talking
about words and letters by the brook a few miles from the village. When no shadowy
figures reappeared in the village and all of the coins from the Western
Heartlands were spent or traded away, Hugh found himself almost forgetting
about the strange evening in The Grotto, where his life had taken such an
unexpected turn.
Several
weeks passed in warmth and bliss despite the hard winter. Whilst the farmers
worried over their crops and their herds, Hugh found himself lost in a haze of
love and happiness. Days were spent in the butchers with Felyr, being goaded
and taunted about his feelings for Sara and her love of him. Evenings were
spent with her, locked in an embrace or whispering to one-another and laughing.
This is it, Hugh thought time and
again as he gazed into her perfect light green eyes, this is how I wish to spend the rest of my life; here, with good and
honest folk, humble people who speak the languages of truth and love like the
nobility never could.
As
the snow continued to fall throughout the winter days, a large bonfire was lit
in the centre of the village, close to the well, to provide both light and
warmth to those who needed it. Some evenings were spent in revelry around the
fire, drinking and eating hearty food whilst the snow continued to fall. He
would dance with Sara, in amongst the others of the village. They would spin in
the winter shadows and the glow of the firelight, hot and heady. They would
laugh and embrace, kissing in the winter’s gloom, happy and in love. Every
time, though, Hugh found his eyes guided to the well, where the sword was
hidden. Would I be able to hold it now? he
always asked himself as he was led by the hand into another dance, or to sit on
one of the low stools that were pulled up. It had been so long since he had
fought, and even longer since he had been taught a proper lesson in swordplay.
Sometimes
he watched the small unit of soldiers that were posted at Kirkby-by-Hill run
their drills and practices just beyond the edge of the village. Black specks
against a hill white with snow, he would gaze through the open shutters of Felyr’s
butcher-barn whilst crudely hacking and chopping away at dead meat. The
soldiers struck with such haste and precision, using their shields and blades
to protect one-another and advance in well-organised formations. Hugh wondered
if he would ever be called upon to fight in the military, though he doubted it.
Bastards were not often welcomed, and his name was a branding of just that.
Furthermore, the Vidorian Legion was reluctant to accept anyone with so much as
a dash of poor medical health, and Hugh’s lies about memory loss stood him out
there.
So
his days were spent as they always were. He would rise early, say his goodbyes
to Olfden and Lynna, and then head off to Felyr’s. He would spend a precious
few moments sitting outside the barn with Sara before being called in to begin.
Hours would pass in a haze of fat and flesh, blood and bone, as he exchanged
banter and wisdom with the older man. He was a crude and bitter fellow, dark in
humour and tone, but Hugh found his fondness of the butcher ever-growing.
Yet
with every passing day, he never found the moment to tell Sara the truth. To
her, he was still the man grown from an amnesic ten-year-old. She loved him for
it, and Hugh found himself worried that their relationship was built solely on
a foundation of lies. Yet we are both
happy, Hugh always told himself, and
in truth, is that such a bad thing? Is that so awful?
One
day in the heart of winter, Hugh found himself pondering that very question in
The Grotto. He sat where he always did, gazing into the huge, roaring fire. The
tavern was packed that night, swarmed with people from Kirkby-by-Hill and a few
of the farms and hamlets beyond. Dozens of people were crammed onto the benches
and stools, and there was not room for one soul more in the crowded place. Hugh
could hear Sara running from person to person, serving drinks and sharing a
quick laugh with the folk. Never was she harassed by the patrons, for all knew
she was Burr Longfield’s daughter, and to mess with him was to go the same way
as the bandits that had troubled him many years before – strung up and begging
for mercy.
As
he sat and gazed into the fire, sipping a small wooden cupful of mead and
kneading the troubling thoughts in his head, he found himself suddenly nervous.
It was as if a foul wind had just blown through the tavern – a wind only he
could feel. He lifted his head and looked around, pulling his threadbare cloak
tighter around his shoulders. There was nothing out of the ordinary in the
room: dozens of people sharing laughter and drinks. The place was awash with
smiles and merriment, so why was he feeling so uneasy.
Hugh
glanced around the room one last time, unsure what it was that had made him so
suddenly nervous. These are good, honest
people, Hugh thought as he peered around the long, well-lit room. The
roaring fire before him illuminated most of the benches, tables and stools that
were around him, and the smattering of candles placed around the rest of the
long, low chamber chased away much of the remaining darkness. The light touched
everything, and the shadows hid nothing. Wait…
It
was as if he had slipped back in time to a place he had desperately tried to
forget. The room seemed to quieten as Hugh made contact with a pair of eyes
hidden by a low, shadowy hood. A long, thin pipe placed between weathered lips
and a scruff of stubble upon a pale jaw below. The cloak about the figure hid
all but the hilt of the sword at his hip, and the stranger sat in the very same
spot as he had done weeks ago. Hugh could almost feel the stranger’s silver in
his fingers, emblazoned with the name: Andrey of Busnik. Suddenly, Hugh was
afraid. Not this again, he thought as
a chill washed over him, not now.
He
was about to climb to his feet and confront the stranger when he felt hands on
his body. ‘Alright, my sweetheart?’ Sara’s gentle voice whispered into his ear,
accompanied by a kiss on his cheek. ‘I’ll be over to sit with you soon, I
promise. There’s just a quick errand I must run.’
Hugh
barely heard what Sara said. Quickly returning the kiss, he glanced over his
shoulder again to the shadowy spot in the corner. The stranger had vanished,
like before. ‘Did you see him? Hugh cried, leaping to his feet, pointing to the
gloom-shrouded corner. ‘Did you see? It was him again, the fellow from a few
weeks ago who paid with Western Heartlands’ silver!’
‘Really?’
Sara said with a frown, standing up beside Hugh to look. ‘I didn’t see him come
in. How did you know it what that fellow?’
‘He
wore the same leathers and cloak!’ Hugh said. ‘I would wager my life that it
was the same fellow.’
Sara
gasped, her rosy face twisting in horror and revulsion. ‘Don’t say such
things,’ she said in a low hiss. ‘Make no such wagers, you never know who may
be listening!’
‘I’m
sorry,’ Hugh said quickly, ‘but I’m certain it was him. I must go and see, he
may still be outside!’
Sara
nodded her head slowly. ‘Do what you will,’ she said gently, ‘just be careful.’
Hugh
managed a small smile and quickly kissed Sara on her sweet lips. ‘I shall,’ he said.
‘You needn’t worry about me.’
‘I
always shall,’ Sara called after him as he made his way towards the tavern
door, ‘from now ‘til the day I die I shall worry for you, Hugh.’
He
shot Sara one last somewhat nervous smile before pushing his way between the
tables thronging with patrons and through the door of The Grotto. Soon, he was
outside in the cold, dark streets that ran through Kirkby-by-Hill. The snow had
stopped falling a few hours before and the skies had cleared. The full moon in
the sky above lit the landscape below silver-white. The snow-laden thatch of
the houses in the village glowed, though the streets had been cleared. A few of
the small contingent of imperial soldiers that patrolled the village were
visible against the large, roaring bonfire at the village centre. It was too
cold for revelry this night, and all those who could be inside were.
The
stranger had vanished. Hugh looked up and down the snow-cleared streets but
could see no-one other than the few soldiers in their black armour, dark against
the snowy landscape that surrounded them. Damn
it all, he thought, kicking the cobbles at his feet. Now I may never know who he is or what he wants.
But
just as he was about to turn and walk back into the warmth of the tavern,
something caught his eye. On top of the eastern hill, high on the great cleft
of white snow, was a twinkling light. Small and orange, it could have been a
star for it looked so distant. Yet it illuminated a little of the white
hillside, turning it a ghostly orange. A
figure? Hugh thought as he tried to make out the odd shape highlighted
beneath the orange light.
As
his eyes grew accustomed to the gloom, Hugh realised that he was correct. There
was, indeed, a figure beneath the flickering orange light on the hill. In fact,
there were two. One was tall, the figure of a Human in a long cloak sitting
atop a lithe horse. The other was much shorter yet very broad – he held the
torch, a thick arm waving it aloft in the air. A signal? Hugh thought as he looked up at the undulating torchlight
on the hill, waving slowly from one side to the other. A signal for what?
But
then he saw more figures appear on the hill either side of the two already
there. Two dozen, perhaps three. Some were mounted on horses, whilst others
were standing with more torches held high. Suddenly, shouts broke out from the
guards in the village. ‘On the hill!’ one was yelling, somewhere out of Hugh’s
line of sight. ‘Bandits! Bandits on the hill! Prepare to defend!’
Bandits. Hugh’s blood went cold. With a cry,
he turned and ran back into the tavern, arms waving. ‘Bandits!’ he cried at the
top of his lungs, waving his arms from side to side and trying to catch
everyone’s attention. It was no good, though, for the hubbub in the tavern was
far too loud for him to shout over. ‘Bandits!’ he continued to yell. ‘There are
bandits attacking the village, we must hide! Hide!’
Then
he made eye contact with Sara. She was on the other side of the room, still
sitting by the hearth where he had left her. She seemed to read his lips, for
her eyes were wide and the rosiness that usually alighted her cheeks had
drained to white. She opened her mouth, as if to scream, just as a burning
firebrand was thrown through the open shutters.
It
was a one-in-a-million shot. The firebrand bounced off a table and sailed
across the room over the patron’s heads. Before anyone had so much as a chance
to scream, the brand of flames landed beside a keg close to the bar and
instantly set it alight. There was a whoosh
of flame as the alcohol within the poorly-made keg flared and exploded,
sending fire flying across the room, over the patrons, and into the thatch
above.
Suddenly,
everyone was running for the door and Hugh was in the way. He had no time to
move before a tide of terror crashed into him. Knocked to the floor, he put his
arms over his head as dozens of feet trampled him. His world became a blur of
pain and screaming, and then of fire and terror. As soon as the last foot had
fallen, he tried to lift himself to his feet but could not. He opened his eyes
but everything was a haze of fire and shadow. His head span and the strength
had gone from his arms – and there was something heavy lying on his legs.
As
his head slowly stopped swimming, his surroundings became clearer. He had been
knocked away from The Grotto’s door and to one side. A bench had been
overturned onto him, and a huge section of the thatch ceiling had collapsed.
Behind the bar, he could see a fierce fire burning as huge barrels of alcohol
and spirit burned. The heat was staggering, and Hugh felt his whole body
drenched in sweat. I’m going to die, he
thought as he tried to push the bench off his legs. I’m going to die in here, alone and burning.
He
could smell burning flesh on the air, and as he fought the blur from his vision
dark shapes within the flames became familiar: figures he had seen that
evening, sitting and drinking, now fuel for the flames beneath collapsed beams
and immolated thatch. I’m going to die, he
thought again as he pushed the heavy bench lying across his bench to no avail. I can’t move the damn bench! I’m going to
die!
Frantically,
he kicked and shoved with all his waning might. The strength-sapping heat and
the daze that still clung to his body slowed his wits and made him weak, and as
the fires crept every closer and the heat rose yet higher, Hugh gave up. I’m going to be burned to death by bandits, he
thought bitterly, glaring at the flames before him as he began to panic.
Then,
there were hands upon him. His arms were seize and he was hauled across the
ground. ‘We’ve got him!’ someone was yelling as he was dragged onto the cobbles
of the moon and fire-lit street outside. ‘He’s over here! Quickly!’
Thank goodness, Hugh thought as he felt his legs
slide free of the heavy length of wood that was atop them. I would’ve burned to death in there…
‘What
are you doing? Stick him!’ another voice yelled. ‘Throw his body into the fire
before someone sees something! Stop wasting time!’
Hugh’s
eyes grew wide and he looked up into the faces of two men he had never seen
before. They were wearing rough leathers and wore belts of iron swords and
knives around their bodies. Their faces were filthy and grizzled, covered in
cuts and scratches with many teeth missing between them. Each held a bloody
shortsword in his hand, and both had their eyes fixed upon him.
‘No!’
he cried, yanking his arms free and struggling to crawl his feet. ‘Get away
from me, you wretches, get away or I’ll-…’
A
huge shape barrelled from the shadows and into one of the two men. Hugh
recognised the roaring voice that accompanied it as Olfden’s. The huge man
tackled one of the men to the floor and set about him with a crude hammer,
bludgeoning his head into bloody rubble. The second man made no attempt to help
his friend, and instead lunged at Hugh with his shortsword.
Hugh
cried out and stepped to one side. The sword whizzed past him and struck the
wood of the burning tavern behind him. The heat at his back was incredible, but
as the bandit lunged at him a second time, Hugh found himself leaping back
towards it. His adversary’s face was lit by the orange flame, terrible and
hideous, spectral in the firelight. Hugh felt only fear; yet as he did so, he felt
furious. ‘Get away from here!’ he yelled and leapt forwards, driving a fist
into the man’s jaw. There was a crunch as
teeth and bone gave way and the man staggered backwards, clutching his face.
Seizing
his chance, Hugh leapt forwards and drove another punch into the broken bone.
His second blow was thrown with such force that the bandit was knocked clean
off his feet. The man spun on the spot before falling hard, face-first into the
cobbles. Without so much as a thought, Hugh then span to assist Olfden, the man
who had become his father, with his foe.
Olfden
was already on his feet, though, the other man dead in the road. His skull and
brains had been spread in a wide and bloody arc across the icy cobbles in long,
reddish-grey streamers. ‘Come on!’ he yelled, tossing Hugh one of the fallen
men’s shortswords. ‘We have to help the others!’
‘Sara!’
Hugh cried over the roar of the burning building behind them. ‘She was inside,
she-…’
‘She’s
with her Da!’ Olfden yelled back. ‘We’ve got to get rid of these bandits! The
soldier are outnumbered three to one!’
With
a hard swallow and a sombre nod of his head, Hugh gripped the poorly-made and
half-blunted iron shortsword in his hands. With a heavy heart, he looked at the
sword in his hands. It was both foreign yet so familiar, as if he had been
reunited with a limb he did not know he had lost – one from the past,
emblazoned with history and long-fought memories.
Around
him, most of the village was ablaze. Leather-clad riders charged through the
streets, tossing burning firebrands onto the snow-covered thatch of houses or
breaking down shutters and throwing them inside. The populace ran through the
streets screaming, chased down by rabid men clutching weapons and gnashing
their teeth ferociously. Not again, Hugh
thought to himself as he followed the hammer-wielding Oldfen towards the middle
of the village. Not this again, not more
tragedy and loss. This can’t happen again – I won’t let it!
As
he ran behind the big man he had come to love as family, he passed carnage.
People he knew lay dead in the streets, burned to cinders or slashed to pieces
by crude iron blades. There was little solace in the scattering of bandit
bodies that lay amongst them, pierced by imperial steel, for they were nearly
matched in the number of imperial dead. The
guard has fallen, Hugh thought as he ran after Olfden, the streets lit by
the roar of orange flame on either side as homes burned. We are on our own.
When
they made it to the middle of the village, Hugh found the large bonfire still
burning. The last few imperial soldiers that were alive – less than half a
dozen in total – were making their stand there, backs to the roaring bonfire
lit to stave off the chill. They were surrounded by dead bandits, their swords
bloody and their phoenix-crested shields were scarred with the marks of many
savage blows. The buildings adjacent were all ablaze, their timbers and thatch
engulfed in golden-yellow fire and spewing dark smoke into the clear night sky
above.
As
they neared the line of men, Olfden turned to Hugh. ‘You’re a good lad,’ he
said, his dark eyes grave. ‘You’re the closest thing to a son I’ve ever had, so
don’t waste the life you have here. As soon as it’s clear, run.’
‘No!’
Hugh cried as the fires roared around them. ‘I shall not run from this – not
again!’
‘Again?’
Olfden said, his brow quirked. ‘What do you mean?’
Hugh
let out a sob, unable to hide it any longer. ‘I’m sorry,’ he said. ‘I’m sorry,
I should have told you from the start, I-…’
‘Incoming!’
The
two men span around. Two riders were flying down towards them, their horses in
a frantic charge between the lines of burning buildings. The glow of the flames
rippled upon their swords and the simple helmets they wore as they charged
towards the guards in the middle of the village. Olfden clapped Hugh on the arm
and turned away. ‘Later!’ he yelled, clutching his hammer in his fist and
readying himself beside the soldiers.
Hugh
was about to leap to defence with the other men when something caught his eye.
To one side, down another passageway leading away from the centre of the
village, he could see three leather-clad men locked in a vicious fight with
another man. Steel and iron flashed in the flare of the fire, and as the men
moved together, caught in a dance of death, Hugh saw a face he recognised. Felyr! Without so much as a thought,
Hugh ran towards the fire-illuminated men.
Acrid
smoke thick with the stench of dead flesh blew about him on the cold night wind
as he charged forwards, tatty cloak caught in the wind. ‘Devils!’ he roared as
he set about the three men with his sword. ‘Demons, devils and despicable
things! May Vidoria burn your souls forevermore!’
The
first of the three bandits did not even have a chance to turn before Hugh ran
his blade through his stomach. The second let out a shout of warning, but had
his throat opened wide by one of Felyr’s blood-soaked cleavers. The third man
tried to run, but Hugh’s blade found his armpit and was driven through the
bandit’s torso before he could react.
‘Where
did you learn to fight like that?’ Felyr growled, arms and legs slick with
blood. His grizzled, bald head was slathered yet more blood leaking from a cut
across his forehead. ‘You’re a skilled fellow with a sword! No wonder you made
a promising butcher!’
‘Where’s
Sara?’ Hugh cried over the roar of screaming voices and howling flames. ‘I have
not seen her!’
‘She
was with her Da!’ Felyr yelled back. ‘You should run whilst-…’
‘No!’
Hugh cried. ‘I’ll not abandon you folk. You
should run, Felyr, Don’t die here! Who will then make the best sausages in
the Southern Heartlands?’
‘Southern Heartlands?’ Felyr yelled, his
face creased with fury. ‘They’re the best sausages in the whole Empire, you idiotic swine!’ He let out a
laugh and grabbed Hugh with a bloody hand. ‘I saw Sara and ol’ Burr leading a
group southwards. Olfden’s Lynna was with them too, along with near a dozen
others. I’ll head and see if they’re alright, offer what help I can!’
‘I
shall be along soon!’ Hugh cried as Felyr turned and ran off through the smoke,
disappearing behind a thick blanket of black fumes and roaring fire. I cannot leave these people now, he
thought to himself. I’ve fled once, hid
and cowered whilst my last family was slaughtered. Not today! Never today! He
turned back towards the centre of the village and set off at a run towards
where he had left Olfden and the imperial soldiers.
One
of the riders was dead, along with one of the imperial soldiers. The other was
still driving his horse around the bonfire, charging blindly at the remaining
soldiers. As Hugh neared, he watched as Olfden swung his hammer with such force
into one of the horse’s forelegs that the limb snapped. The beast fell and the
rider went flying from the saddle, snapping his neck as he landed. The roaring
firelight cast terrible shadows upon his twitching corpse, twisted into a
stomach-turning angle in the melted snow and blood upon the cobbles.
‘Olfden!’
Hugh cried as he ran towards them. ‘Olfden, where are the others? What are we
doing?’
‘Distract
them!’ Olfden cried. ‘There are groups of us fleeing, if we can keep them here
for a while they can get away! We may even rout these buggers!’
But
no sooner had the words left Olfden’s mouth than a much larger group of leather
and rag-clad bandits stepped into the firelight. They all wore simple leathers,
bodies criss-crossed with weapon-holding belts, and holding nasty-looking iron
blades in their hands. Hugh counted ten in all before they all charged at the
handful of defenders around the bonfire.
Within
seconds, Hugh found himself cut off from Olfden and the few remaining imperial
soldiers. Beset by two thin but mean-looking men, he back-stepped and
pirouetted as best as he could remember, wielding his battered iron sword with expertise
as rusty as his blade. Despite never having fought in the last decade, Hugh
found he outmatched the bandits’ savage hacking and slashing, and as one of his
two adversaries put a foot wrong, he plunged his blade through his foe’s chest.
The
second man took a step backwards and looked uncertain for a moment. As Hugh was
about to step forwards, his enemy – a twisted-toothed man, shorter than he but
with brawny arms and bandy legs – leapt forwards and kicked him backwards. Hugh
staggered, falling onto the stone and his blade flying from his fingers. He
could feel the bonfire roaring inches from his head and quickly scrambled back,
looking for his sword, but it was gone.
His
foe stood over him and laughed. ‘Little man ain’t so tough!’ he shouted down at
him. ‘Gonna make you squeal like a stuck piggy, boy!’
Hugh
looked up into a thin, bony face and sunken eyes. His foe had hardly any teeth,
but had the look of a man who had killed hundreds and enjoyed the bloody
nightmares the guilt brought. There’s no
escape, Hugh thought, scrambling away. Another two of the imperial soldiers
lay dead, as did a swath of the bandits, but Olfden and the others were locked
in vicious grapples with their foes – no help was coming for Hugh.
He
continued to scramble away from his leering foe, the fires furious around him.
Then, he struck something with his back. The
well! Hugh looked around and tried to grab hold of the well’s wide lip and
scramble to his feet, but as he did the bandit kicked him down. ‘No escape,
piggy-boy!’ he yelled, laughing, leering.
The sword.
Hugh
looked around and found the loose cobble he had looked at more times than he
could count. Rolling to one side, he grabbed the loose rock – heavy and the size
of his forearm – and hauled it from the ground. With a defiant cry, he tossed
it at his foe, who staggered backwards to avoid the projectile. Whilst he was
distracted, Hugh thrust his hand into the space beneath it. His hands felt
steel they had not touched for a decade, yet felt familiar. There was the
leather-wrapped grip, the wide hilt, the stag-engraved pommel; he could feel
one of the antlers beneath his palm.
With
a defiant cry, he whipped the long, perfectly-made blade from the ground and
slashed it in a wide arc at his foe. Too long to be a longsword yet too short
to be a greatsword, Captain Aethlar’s old bastard-sword felt so right.
No-longer did it feel alien in Hugh’s hands, as it had ten years ago. It
whistled through the air and cut wide the leather armour at his adversary’s
stomach, flashing orange in the firelight.
There
was a cascade of blood and guts and his foe fell screaming. Hugh leapt to his
feet and made for the foe grappling with Olfden, but the moment the bandit saw
another man approaching he let go and began to run, as did the other bandits
with him. Hugh watched, sword suddenly heavy in hand, as the bandits fled
through the village.
‘They’re
routed!’ one of the soldiers shouted. ‘They’ve gone!’
‘Quickly!’
another yelled, ‘Run them down whilst we have the advantage!’
The
soldiers set off at a careful advance down the road which the bandits had fled
down, leaving Hugh alone with Olfden. ‘Is that it?’ he said, turning to the big
man. ‘Have they gone?’
Olfden
looked morose for a moment, his dark eyes turned towards the smoke-covered sky.
‘Yes,’ he said slowly. ‘Listen; the screaming has stopped.’
Hugh
fell silent and focused what energy he had left into his ears. Olfden was right
– the screaming had stopped, as had the raucous yelling and sound of steel
against iron. ‘We’ve driven them off,’ Hugh said in a breath. ‘Olfden, we’ve
done it!’
Olfden
smiled at Hugh. ‘You’ve made me proud, lad,’ he said with a weak smile. As Hugh
watched, the big man stumbled, as if the energy had suddenly gone out of him.
Hugh
let out a cry and dashed forwards, catching the big man and supporting him.
‘Olfden!’ he said, ‘What’s the matter? Are you hurt? Are you-…’ but as Hugh
held the big man, he felt his hands grow wet and sticky with blood. He looked
over Olfden’s shoulders and saw a huge wound in his lower back, leaking blood all
over his shirt and trousers.
‘It’s
nothing,’ Olfden said quietly, putting his arms weakly around Hugh’s frame.
‘Just set me down, son, set me down for a moment. I just need a rest.’
Hugh
felt tears pouring from his eyes as he lowered the big man down against the
well. When he took his arms away, they were sodden with the big man’s blood.
‘Talk to me, Olf,’ Hugh said, his voice shaking. ‘Keep talking, help will be
here soon.’
‘You
needn’t call me that,’ Olfden said with a small smile through his dark beard.
‘I’d say you are like a son to me, but you are well more than that, Hugh. Call
me Pa.’
Hugh
swallowed and tried to ignore the growing pool of blood spreading around
Olfden. ‘Alright, Pa,’ he said with a weak, wobbly smile. ‘Alright, I’ll-…’
‘Don’t
fear, Hugh,’ Olfden said, clutching Hugh’s hand with his own. ‘I just need to
rest for a moment. Just…’
Hugh
clenched his jaw and tried to fight back the tears, but could not hold them.
‘I’m so sorry,’ he said, breaking into a sob. ‘I’m so sorry, after everything
you’ve done for me over the years, after all the help and care, after all
the…all the…’ he trailed off.
‘Hey,’
Olfden said weakly, his voice almost lost to the roar of the fire. ‘Calm, lad,
I’ll be alright.’
Hugh
swallowed and nodded. ‘Okay,’ he said weakly. ‘I’ll just get the scabbard for
the sword. I kept it here, you know, all these years.’ He reached across to the
space beneath the cobbles and pulled out the leather case. Quickly, he began to
buckle it across his chest. ‘I couldn’t bear to part with it, it’s the last
reminder I had of who I am,’ he said as his fingers fumbled with the buckles.
‘I’m sorry, I lied,’ he said with another sob. ‘I’m Hugh Fortescue, son of Earl
Jacob. I fled here after Earl Aesinger killed my family I-…’ he looked up into
Olfden’s face and found it peaceful.
‘Pa?’
Hugh said, reaching out and touching the huge man’s bearded cheek. He made no
response, his dark eyes continued to stare at Hugh, the flicker of a smile on
his heavy but deathly pale features.
‘Pa?
Are you-…? Pa?’ Hugh asked again, giving the big man a gentle shake. He made no
response, his unblinking eyes continuing to stare into Hugh’s face.
Hugh fell backwards onto his bottom,
his body wracked with sobs. No, he
thought as a terrible grief welled inside him. No, not again! Not again! I can’t lose another family, not like this,
not like this! His thoughts became incoherent as rage and sorrow clouded
his mind. For a few minutes he sat amongst the dead, the blood, and the fire
and wept until he could weep no more.
This
can’t happen again, he thought, dragging himself to his feet. His body was
heavy with fatigue and his mind weighted with sorrow. Felyr said they were going south. I have to make sure they’re alive, I
have to go and help them! With one final splutter of sobs, Hugh gripped
Captain Aethlar’s sword in his hand and set off at a run through the
flame-engulfed village. I must find
Lynna, and I must find Sara!
He ran southward until smoke became
snow and fire became ice. The blood remained, though, and it was marking Hugh’s
passage southwards, down the small valley between the hills. He followed dozens
of footsteps in the snow – erratic and oddly-spaced, splashed with droplets of
blood or littered with cast-off possessions, deemed too heavy to carry. Dozens
of people had run south, avoiding the hills immediately adjacent to the village
in the hope of an easier flight.
As
he ran, Hugh felt Captain Aethlar’s sword heavy in his hand, a reminder of what
had happened and what was to come. Not
Captain Aethlar’s sword – my sword. Resolute in purpose, his fury honed,
Hugh continued to run. Captain Aethlar
saved me, and so I shall use the blade he gave me to save others. I must.
The light from the burning village
still lit the far-off horizon when Hugh found the first body, face-down and
dying the snow about it red with blood. As he rolled it over, he realised he
knew the face – This is one of the
Stoneswright boys, he thought with a sigh. He could not tell which of the
twins it was, for there was nothing left of the man’s head below the nose.
Quickly, Hugh rose to his feet and continued on, running as fast as his legs
would take him over the white hills and thick snow that coated them.
The next body came shortly after –
another face he knew, but not one he could put a name to. A middle-aged woman,
speared from behind through the belly. The weapon had broken inside her, and a
long wooden pole stuck from her back, snapped at the end and slathered in
blood. After that, Hugh’s hopes began to fade as he came upon more and more
bodies.
Arms slathered in Olfden’s blood and
face wet with tears, Hugh staggered onwards, the gory bastard-sword still in
his hands. Not another soul, he
allowed himself to try and hope after every body, but it was no use. When he
found Lynna’s body, throat slashed wide, he was hardly even surprised. There
were the corpses of two children beside her; a boy and a girl from the village.
The way her arms were wrapped around them told Hugh she had died trying to
defend them.
He did not allow himself to give up,
though the faint light of hope had long since died. He stood a moment, looking
at the three corpses, and took a long breath. He had never been as close to
Lynna as he had Olfden, but he had loved her all the same for what she had done
for him. The endless bowls of stew and
broth, the warm cloak on a rainy night, the smile and promise of a better day.
Hugh staggered on a few paces,
passing more and more bodies. Gradually, the number of footprints fleeing
eastwards dwindled as more and more villagers were cut down and left in the
snow, dark shapes leaking blood into the white carpet. Soon, there was only one
pair of footprints remaining, criss-crossed with the tracks of several horses.
The final body was Felyr’s. Hugh was
not surprised the tough old fellow had managed to make it further than everyone
else, but even he had been run down. There was still a cleaver still gripped
tight in his mutilated hand, and his face was twisted into a fierce and warlike
grimace. His dirty old shirt was soaked with blood, for he had been struck many
times, but the cleaver in his hand was also soaked with gore, and beside him
lay a bandit, face-down in a pool of blood. Everyone’s
dead, Hugh thought, falling to his knees beside the body of the old
butcher. They’ve killed everyone –
they’ve killed Sara, they must have.
As the final ember of hope died,
Hugh fell backwards into the snow and lay amongst the blood and bodies. All
hope left him, for everyone he had loved was dead again. This time, instead of
watching the chaos unfold from the rafters of Westwarden Castle’s great hall,
he had walked through the carnage. He had watched as burning bodies fell from
doorways or leapt through shutters. He had soaked his hands in blood checking
the fallen. He had tried to defend them, and he had failed.
To his surprise, Hugh found his
still had tears to shed. Slumped in the freezing snow he longed for the cold to
claim him, to drag him slowly down into its pristine white bosom and suffocate
him there. I have nothing again, he
thought to himself as the faces of those he loved swam before him: his mother
and father, Olfden, Lynna, Sara.
Oh
Sara, I’m so sorry.
Just as the cold was beginning to
numb his blood-soaked limbs, a wretched coughing sound stirred Hugh back to
movement. At his feet, the bloody bandit whom he had assumed dead was locked in
spasm and convulsing with each cough. Hugh dragged himself upright and seized
the leather-clad figure, rolling him onto his back.
The face that greeted him was just
as wretched as the coughing: near-toothless, with a crushed nose and one eye
missing, the sallow-faced bandit coughed blood all over his chin whilst his
weak hands were clamped over a terrible gut-wound.
‘Who are you?’ Hugh hissed at the
man, shaking him by the collar of his leather hauberk. ‘Tell me who you are and
why you’re here!’
‘Kill you all,’ the man said between
splutters of blood. ‘Just kill you all. Took a few.’
‘What?’ Hugh said, his eyes narrowing.
‘Who sent you? And who did you take? Tell me and I may hurry your passing!’
The bandit coughed and spluttered
again, more blood seeping over his cracked and split lips. ‘Paid,’ he said.
‘Dead-Knuckles.’
‘Who?’ Hugh snarled. ‘A name, man, give me a name!’
‘Dead-Knuckles Asser,’ the man said,
coughing more and more as Hugh shook him. ‘Dead-Knuckles Asser. Paid. Silver.’
‘Who
paid you?’ Hugh demanded as the man fell into a trembling fit of retches
and gurgles. ‘Tell me! Answer me now, or may your soul forever be seared in
Vidoria’s flames! Tell me!’
As the bandit died, slumping back
into the bloody snow, he extended a hand. Hugh watched as the man’s
faintly-pointing fingers sank into the snow. Three sets of hoofprints led away
from the scene of the massacre, veering north-eastwards up and the snow-covered
slope. Eyes wide, Hugh’s heart hammered in his chest. What if they’ve taken Sara? he thought, blood colder than the snow
around him. What will they do to her? Oh,
Empress preserve her!
Hugh leapt to his feet, but as he
did he caught a pouch on the fallen bandit’s belt with his foot. It spun
through the air, scattering a paltry pinch-load of coin across the snow. Hugh
stooped and looked at them, turning them over. They’re all of the same type, he thought with trembling fingers. This is no coincidence – this cannot be
coincidence. His fury rising, Hugh rose to his full height and clenched his
fists around the hilt of his sword. You, he
thought, glaring at the empty northern hill. There’s no other explanation. It’s you, again! Hugh let out a
near-feral snarl before charging through the snow, moonlight dancing on his
bloody sword.
Behind him, the silver-white light
of the dark glittered upon the blood and coins in the snow. two names shone up from the silver pennies
and through the great still tide of blood and snow: Emperor Lyshir III and
Andrey of Busnik. The blood and silver all seemed to run back to the Western
Imperial Heartlands, a stinking red river that seemed to puddle at the feet of
Earl Aesinger.
*
By
midday the next day, Hugh was spent. He had run into the chill night for as
long as he could, following the hoof prints due north-east. When he could
no-longer run, he walked with all the speed his aching limbs would allow. When
that failed and he fell into the snow, he allowed himself only a few moments
rest before hurrying on again.
He was exhausted and sticky with
drying blood. He looked as if someone had emptied a bucket of gore over him,
for his clothes were soaked with drying ichor, as was his hair and face. He
left bloody footprints in the thick snow with every step he took, yet every
step brought him closer to his goal. Hungry and thirsty, his only sustenance
was the snow around him. The trees and bushes that he passed as he made his way
over frozen brooks and past skeletal copses had all long lost their fruits and
blossoms, and their snow-laden branches held no nectar for Hugh to forage. The
landscape was little more than a wizened and frost-emaciated memory of what it had
been in high summer.
As Hugh went, stumbling across
snow-covered fields and over rolling white hills, his mind raced. I must find Sara, he thought. What if they’ve taken her somewhere ill?
What if those monsters have hurt her? And what of the silver? Surely, it must have
come from my uncle! Who else would have such an abundance of west-minted silver
other than the earl of the Western Heartlands?
But the evidence seemed too thin and
circumstantial. Who had the shadowy figure in the cloak been, and had he even
played a role in the massacre of Kirkby-by-Hill? Was he Dead-Knuckles Asser,
the only name the dying bandit had given before breathing his last? And who was
the short man who had appeared atop the hill, waving a burning torch from side
to side? Was he even anyone?
Hugh stopped for a moment and took a
long breath, clutching his sword tightly. In the near distance he could see a
thick, wide river before him, frozen solid some time during the night, for no
snow had fallen atop it. An arm of the
Koppar which flows north-south to the east of here, he thought as he looked
towards it. Decked in leafless willow trees and bare oaks, the river was
terrible and ghostly, yet the hoof prints he followed led him right to its
snowy banks.
Quite suddenly, as he neared the
banks of the river, the hoof print trail he had been following for so long
vanished. No! Hugh thought, pacing up
and down the riverbank. No, it cannot
simply disappear! Where has it gone? He looked around desperately – there
was only one explanation: the horses had been ridden onto the frozen river and
across to the other side.
This is madness, Hugh thought as he stood on the
bank of the frozen river. Who is to say
they crossed here and did not in fact veer back? As he peered at the glassy
surface of the river, Hugh became more convinced that a horse could not have
crossed it, let alone with a rider on its back. Rocks jutted through the
surface of the frozen river, the cold grey teeth of a wide mouth that laughed
at Hugh as he walked up and down the southern bank of the river, trying to
figure out just where the riders he was pursuing had crossed.
It did him no good, though. Their
hoof prints disappeared along the bank on the river’s edge and, to Hugh’s eyes,
did not emerge on the other side. They
must have known someone was following them, he thought, cursing under his
breath as cold reality dawned. They’ve
used the river to cover their tracks – damn it all! I’ll have to try and cross…
Hugh looked at the frozen river
before him. It was at least thirty paces wide and uneven in places, sharp rocks
and stones protruded from the glassy top layer. He had no way of telling how
deep the river beneath him was, yet Hugh was certain if he fell in he would die
– trapped under ice or slowly succumbing to hypothermia on the snow covered
banks. On the other side, the skeletal trees beckoned with frost-forged fingers,
taunting him. Gingerly, he stepped out onto the ice-covered river. As he slowly
transferred his weight from his back foot to the one planted on the ice, he
heard the glass-like layer of frozen water atop the river let out a long, low creak.
Gingerly,
he continued, placing his second foot before his first and treading as lightly
as he could until he was a few steps out onto the surface of the river. Taking
long, slow breaths to try and calm his frantic nerves, he placed foot in front
of foot, each slowly and as lightly as he possibly could, until he was just
over half way across the surface of the frozen river.
Jagged
fang-like rocks loomed from the glassy ice covering the water and seemed to
point themselves at Hugh as he tried to make his way across the ice, whilst
below him the depths of the river swirled. He could see the water beneath his
feet still running, and as he peered down, a long crack began to zig-zag across
the face of the ice.
Heart
hammering, Hugh quickly redistributed his weight and took another step. As he
did, a long, low, rumbling crack thundered
from beneath his feet. Drenched in cold sweat, Hugh stood paralysed with fear
for a few moments. It’s going to give
way, he thought, taking a deep breath and holding it in his lungs. I’m going to fall in and drown, I’m going
to-…
His
thoughts were immediately cut off by a commotion on the opposite bank. Looking
up, Hugh gasped as a stag leapt from the frost-etched trees and bushes beyond,
letting out a long, low moan as it did so. Flanks and hide wet with blood, the
creature stumbled and fell onto the river’s bank, antlers tinged with the gleam
of ice, its ragged breath forming clouds upon the cold air.
Still
once more, Hugh clutched his sword in his hands. The stag lay helplessly,
flanks and hide torn in long bloody ribbons, its dark eyes staring at Hugh from
the opposite side of the river. I do not
like this, he thought, standing stock still in the middle of the frozen river.
I do not like this one bit.
Then there was a second raucous
clatter from the far side of the bank. Hugh watched as two large, shaggy-grey
wolves burst from the bushes. Their muzzles were slick with blood and their
yellow eyes fixed on their already fallen prey. They set about the creature,
grabbing hold of its throat and worrying until, with one last gurgling moan,
the stag fell still. Its blood ran from its throat and out onto the ice, steaming
and mixing there with the frost into strange sanguine spirals.
Hugh stood frozen in fear, his eyes
locked upon the two wolves. Empress
preserve me, he thought as the two wild animals set about their kill with
bloody fangs. Please, do not see me out
here, Hugh thought as he watched the two wolves devour their kill. I can’t fight them here on the ice. The ice
will definitely break and I’ll surely die. Soon their muzzles and faces
were slathered with the blood of the stag, their grey fur slowly turning a
dark, reddish brown.
It was a few moments before the
wolves noticed Hugh. When one lifted its head and fixed its yellow eyes on him,
it let out a long, low snarl, barring its bloody teeth, demanding he back away.
Its growled threat drew the attention of the other, and slowly they rose to
their feet, eyes fixed on Hugh. Hunkered low on their paws, their hackles
raised high, the two wolves silently slunk onto the frozen water, their paws
making no sound as they glided across the ice towards where Hugh stood.
‘Vidoria, preserve me,’ Hugh
whispered as the two beasts slid closer and closer to him, bloody grey fog upon
the ice. Hugh gripped his sword tightly in his hands and took another long,
slow breath. Gradually, as the cold wind began to rise about him, the two
wolves split, one approaching Hugh on his left flank, the other on the right.
Hugh took a careful step backwards, and as he did a long, low creak and a horrid, bone-snapping crack rose up from the ice behind him.
It was at that moment the first
wolf, the one approaching Hugh from the left, leapt at him. With a cry, Hugh
found himself jumping backwards in panic, swinging his sword in an arc. It did
him no good, though, and the wolf barrelled into him, its jaws aiming for his
neck. Hugh dropped his sword as he fell down towards the ice, grabbing hold of
the wolf’s head.
With a terrible crash, Hugh and the wolf landed on the ice. There was another
creaking snap as the ice beneath him
weakened, but there was nothing Hugh could do. The other wolf was upon him now,
its jaws locked around his arm, trying to pull Hugh off the other wolf. He
cried out as teeth punctured his flesh and jolted, trying to hurl the wolf off
him.
As he did, he felt the ice under him
shift. It’s breaking! he thought as a
loud, shearing crunch rocked the frozen
sheet beneath him. Hugh grabbed the throat of the first wolf with his fingers,
digging them in with all the force he could whilst the second beast worried his
arm. Damn it, damn you all! I’ll drag
both you wild beasts into the icy waters of this river with me! he thought
as he let out a cry of pain.
Then, the ice gave way. With a
sudden crash the ice beneath the wolf
attacking Hugh’s arm gave way, a long, wide crack spreading across the river
right beneath the floundering man. The wolf let out a screaming yelp as it fell
into the freezing-cold waters, letting go of Hugh’s arm and splashing his battered
body with deathly cold spray. Though agony was shooting through the limb, Hugh
made a fist and drove a punch into the first wolf’s face with all his might.
The beast let out a yelp and flew off Hugh, landing clumsily a few paces away.
Hugh leapt to his feet and grabbed
his sword. Whilst the other wolf was floundering in the freezing river water,
desperately trying to drag itself out of the hole in the ice it had fallen
through, Hugh span and attacked the other. His leading arm was weakened by the
wolf’s bite, but the sword still struck true, for when the other beast lunged
at him again, he thrust the blade through its mouth and out of the back of its
head. It shuddered on the steel before falling still and sliding off the blade.
Finally, exhausted and in pain, Hugh
turned back to the other wolf. He slashed wildly down at the struggling beast,
cutting its head and shoulders with his blade, until it fell still and slipped
back into the reddening water. Hugh watched as the corpse of the second wolf
was carried away by the current beneath the ice, becoming a blurred shape
beneath the river’s frozen surface.
Throwing caution to the wind, Hugh
ran to the other side of the frozen river as fast as he could. Beneath him, the
ice snapped and popped, cracking and lancing this way and that as it strained
under his weight. How did horses ever
cross this? he thought as he charged to the far side, slipping and sliding
as he went. They couldn’t have – I’ve
made a mistake, I’ve gone the wrong way. I must have!
He hurled himself onto the
snow-covered bank, slipping over and falling as he did, landing painfully
beside the carcass of the stag. Hugh lay there for a few moments, clutching his
arm. Blood seeped from between his fingers, for the wolf’s bite had been deep
and savage. Damn the odds, Hugh
thought, cursing under his breath. Ripping the filthy, blood-sodden sleeve from
his ragged shirt, he wrapped it as firmly as he could around his forearm,
pulling it tight with his teeth. Pain flared through his arm as he did, making
him wince and grimace with every tug, but soon it was done. His crude bandage
was already blood-soaked before he affixed it to his arm, but new blood began
to soak it the moment he took his hand away. It’ll have to do, he thought.
Hugh looked up and down the bank he
was now on but could again see no signs of horse tracks. They’ve vanished! he though despondently as he looked up and down
the bank from where he was slumped. He was about to clamber to his feet and set
on with his hopeless search when the wind brought to his ears the sound of
far-off voices. Hugh stood still for a few moments, holding his breath and
straining his ears. No, they’re
definitely coming, he thought. Could
they be survivors? By the Empress, could it be Sara?
But moments later, Hugh’s hopes were
dashed. There were only two voices, both of them were deep and gruff, simple
and harsh-toned. Hugh turned and dived into the bone-like, frost-fingered
bushes from which the bloody stag and two wolves had burst. He crouched amongst
them, peering out, waiting for the sources of the voices to appear.
Then, on his side of the river, two
men in leathers wearing ragged cloaks appeared. They walked along the very edge
of the ice, where there was no snow to leave tracks and where the river was not
deep enough to pose a threat should the ice break. They trod slowly and
carefully, holding shortbows in their hands and with shortswords on their
waists. ‘See ‘ere!’ the shorter of the two said. ‘I told you!’
‘You’re right,’ the second, taller
man said. ‘Is that a stag? Dead-Knuckles was right to send us out this way
after all. To think, he thought some chump from that pathetic little village
might have followed us, hah! They’re all dead!’
‘Hah!’ the second laughed with the
first. ‘Looks like the wolves ate their fill and left it – there’s still some
good meat on that. We could take it back to the others, maybe get a bit more of
that nice silver for it as a reward.’
The two men crept closer and closer
up the bank, their eyes fixed on the bloody stag carcass. They’re bandits, Hugh thought, gritting his teeth. I should kill them where they stand or toss
them into the river to drown, trapped beneath the ice. But Hugh knew he was
being rash. As the two men moved closer and closer to the stag, Hugh decided it
would be best to follow them back to their destination.
‘Don’t be silly,’ the shorter man
said. ‘Dead-Knuckles already gave out most of the coin. The rest he’ll keep for
his-self, just you see.’
‘Hold on,’ the second, taller man
said, placing his hand on the chest of the first, his eyes fixed on the river.
‘What’s happened to that wolf?’
The two men stopped a few paces
short of the stag and peered at the bloody wolf corpse on the icy river for a
moment. ‘I don’t know,’ the first said, ‘gored on an antler?’
‘That’s its head!’ the second bandit said, pointing. ‘No antler did that – that
was a blade! And look, the ice is all scuffed there, someone’s killed the
wolf!’
Hugh’s eyes widened. Skulking in the
bushes behind the two men, he held his breath, suddenly painfully aware of
every tiny sound and movement he made. As the two bandits looked around,
nocking arrows to their shortbows, they began to advance towards where he was
hiding. By the Empress, he thought,
clutching his sword, I’ve come so far,
don’t let me be caught now.
‘Wait,’ the first, shorter bandit
said, putting his hand on his comrade’s arms. He looked around, eyes suddenly
wide and voice lowered. ‘What if there’s lots of them and they’re still
around?’
The taller bandit frowned, then
nodded. ‘Could be a Legion scout,’ he said quietly. ‘We’d best leave before we
get seen – there could be a detachment out looking for us. We’ll warn Asser and
the others when we get back to the cave.’
The
cave? Hugh thought as he watched the two men very carefully turn around and
creep away own the edge of the bank, leaving no traces upon the ice at the edge
of the river. Hugh waited a few moments before quietly rising to his feet and
creeping after them, bent low behind the frost-scourged bushes. The icy
branches above him scratched at his arms and face as he crept through, leaving
only footprints as he continued along the bank behind the two bandits.
The men moved slowly and carefully
along the very edge of the river. Of
course, there the ice will be thickest, Hugh thought to himself as he
walked as quietly as he could behind the bandits. And with the lack of snowfall over the past few hours, they leave no
traces upon the surface – that must have been what the horses and their riders
did! Why did I not think of that before?
A tense quarter-hour passed as Hugh
slunk through the snow-laden bushes, leaving only footprints and the odd speck
of blood behind him. His body ached with cold, hunger and fatigue, and his arm
ached awfully. Yet when the low cave entrance rose into view through the trees,
he found his mind was focused and set upon his task. I shall do one good thing, he told himself as he slid through the
snow, and that shall be to rescue who I
can from the claws of these monsters and kill as many of them as possible!
Set into the river-facing side of a
low, tree-covered hill, the cave entrance was a lazy, half-open maw ringed with
frosty stones and capped with snow. Partially obscured by bushes, Hugh only
noticed the entrance when the two bandits he was following suddenly ducked into
the trees directly ahead of him and began to crash through the bushes. At
first, he thought he had been spotted and they were coming for him, but then he
realised they were in fact heading through the mouth of the cave.
Hugh waited for a few moments until
the sound of the men’s footsteps had faded away, then leapt from the bushes and
back onto the riverbank. The cave was now painfully plain to see, and Hugh
wondered why he had not considered such a hideout earlier.
As
he looked at the snow before the entrance, there were clear hoof tracks leading
down into the cavern. This is where they
went, he thought, looking across the river. They must have walked the horses along the very edge of the river to
this point where the water is shallower, so it would not matter so much if the
ice cracked under the pressure of the horses’ hooves.
Hugh turned away from the frozen
stretch of water and pushed through the bushes partially obscuring the cave’s
entrance. He gritted his teeth and tightened his grip around the hilt of his
sword, stepping onto the damp, dark cave. Shadows pursued his every step, and
no matter how lightly he trod his footsteps echoed around the cave. The
passageway spiralled downwards, and the further Hugh got from the mouth of the
hollow the more the darkness crept upon him. Soon, he was alone with nothing
more than the sound of his rattling breath, his slow footsteps, and the utter
darkness around him.
The rock beneath his feet was slippery
with water, and twice he struck his head of a low stalactite as he made his way
down and down, deeper into the darkness. Then, just as Hugh was about to give
up and turn back, he saw a flicker of light ahead, reflected in the moisture
covering the stone floor. Voices followed, and Hugh stopped to listen.
‘But ye left the stag?’ a low, hard
voice said.
‘Aye, Dead,’ a somewhat familiar
voice said. One of the bandits from
earlier, Hugh thought.
‘Well, we’ll ‘ave to go back an’ see
if we can get some o’ it,’ the hard voice said. ‘Perhaps we’ll wait fer the
eve, then we’ll send a few lads out to get it, provided none o’ those wolves
‘ave come back.’
‘But the dead wolf, Knuck,’ another
familiar voice said. The second bandit. ‘A
blade had killed that wolf, gone straight through its head!’
‘Well,’ the gruff voice said again,
‘if ye were followed by the Imperial Legion, ye’ll no ‘ave to worry ‘bout ‘em
killin’ ya, I’ll do it meself.’
Hugh
edged closer towards the light until the passage he crept down widened and he
came to a wide cavern, lit a ghostly yellow-orange by a number of torches and
small campfires around which a few men were clustered. The cavern’s roof was
held up by great natural pillars of rough rock, dripping with moisture and
covered in greyish moulds.
‘Dead,
what if the Legion finds us?’ another of the bandits called out.
From
where Hugh crouched in the shadowy tunnel that had led down from the cave
entrance, he could see a short, stocky figure walk into the firelight. ‘Then
ye’ll all die down ‘ere alone,’ the figure said, gesturing wide with huge arms
and a big beard – a Dwarf. ‘I’ll take yer cuts and be outta ‘ere before any o’
ye can say squat. Ye’ll ave Tod an’ Gerr to blame if the Legion show up anyway,
so take yer anger out on ‘em, not me.’
As
the Dwarf moved behind one of the natural stone pillars, Hugh lost sight of
him. Like most of the men, he became flickering shadows, giant upon the
cavern’s shadowy walls. Cursing under his breath, Hugh glanced round the tall,
wide chamber. I can’t see enough from
here, Hugh thought where he squatted into the shadows. I can’t even tell if there are any prisoners from the village being
kept here!
As quickly and quietly as he could,
Hugh slipped from the dark passageway and into the tall, dark, bandit-filled
chamber. Crouching low and shuffling through the shadows that pressed into the
edges and cracks of the chamber, he slunk between the stalagmites and natural
pillars of rock. As he went, he tried to count the number of bandits in the
room, but the dancing light and choking shadows continually deceived him. Ten? Fifteen? Twenty? I’ve no idea. Just how
big was this Dead-Knuckles Asser’s band of scum before the attack on
Kirkby-by-Hill?
‘Besides,’ the Dwarf said, ‘we’ve
gotta hang ‘ere a little longer yet. The Duskguard ‘as yet to deliver the final
payment.’
‘When will that be, Dead?’ one of
the shadow-clad bandits said. ‘Sitting in this cave is giving me the aches.’
‘Soon, ‘ave no fear,’ the Dwarf
said. ‘If he don’t come, I’ll find ‘im an’ show ‘im why I’m called Dead
Knuckles Asser.’
Asser
is the Dwarf? Hugh thought as he ducked behind a fat stalagmite. How dare he leave his mountains and come
here to wreak havoc? He has no right to come here and no right to do such a
thing! Anger rising inside him, Hugh kneaded the leather grip of his sword
with his palms, trying to cool his already tattered nerves. How dare he come to my home and do this? How
dare he? How dare-…
Quite suddenly, the rattle of hooves
filled the air. Hugh watched from his new hiding place in the shadows behind a
cluster of stalagmites as a dozen armoured men on horses rode through the very
stone tunnel Hugh had entered through just moments before. Dead Knuckles Asser
got to his feet, as did most of the bandits in the room, and stood to greet
their guests.
‘Was wonderin’ when ye’d show,
Duskguard,’ the Dwarf said, swaggering towards the lead horseman. ‘I suppose we
still ain’t on a first-name basis wit’ ye though, are we?’
As
Hugh looked on, he saw the horseman was, of course, the shadowy stranger from
Kirkby-by-Hill’s tavern. His face was still covered, and all Hugh could make
out was a bearded jaw and pale, gaunt cheeks beneath the dark hood. Now Hugh
could see him bodily, he was surprisingly thin. Too thin to be lithe, yet not
so skinny as to look ill, the Duskguard’s narrow body was offset by his pale,
greyish face. He looks almost ill, Hugh
thought as the firelight danced over the shadowy figure’s features.
‘Some of us have pseudonyms because
we need them,’ the Duskguard said coldly in a surprisingly weak tone, ‘whereas
others give themselves nicknames because they have inflated self-esteems. Guess
which each of us are.’
Hugh saw the Dwarf’s face for the
first time in the firelight: mottled, scarred, lined and bald-headed. A huge
grey beard hung from his wonky jaw, and the light flashed on sharpened iron
knuckledusters wrapped around his hands. Dead Knuckles Asser’s bulbous nose was
glistening with sweat, whilst his deep-set eyes were fixed on the thin-looking
Duskguard. ‘Ye’re a fine one,’ he said, spitting into the nearest campfire. ‘We
did yer dirty work for ya.’
‘Do you have proof that they’re all
dead?’ the Duskguard said coldly.
‘Proof?’ Asser snapped. ‘Ye never
wanted proof! Wha’ would’ve sufficed? The ‘eads of every sod in that bedamned
village? Nae – they’re all dead, aside from a couple o’ guards-…’
‘A couple of guards?’ the
Duskguard hissed, waving a leather-gauntleted hand at Asser. He raised the same
hand and the dozen cloaked men at his back slid from their horses and arrayed
themselves behind him. ‘You let a couple of
people get away?’
‘Wha’s the deal?’ Asser snarled. ‘Ye
asked fer all the peasants to be
killed, so we killed all the peasants!’
‘I wanted everybody killed!’ the hooded and cloaked Duskguard yelled, his
voice echoing around the cavern.
Hugh watched as Asser stepped
forwards, running his fingers over the spiked iron knuckledusters around his
hands. ‘We killed everyone who ran,’ he said in a low growl, ‘aside from a few
we kept at the back as prisoners for yerself – ye know, should ye be wantin’
them.’
The Duskguard rubbed his
shadow-hidden eyes with a thumb and forefinger. ‘Typical of bandits, I
suppose,’ he said quietly. ‘You really don’t seem to understand what it means
when I say “everyone”. But, go on, amuse me. Show me these prisoners of yours.’
Hugh mirrored the steps that the
Duskguard and Asser made as the Dwarf led the hooded and cloaked men across the
room. He skirted through the shadows, keeping as quiet as he could all the
while. Taking slow, shallow breaths, Hugh’s whole figure trembled as he turned
around a dark corner in the cave he had not previously seen. As he did so, he
came face to face with four figures he recognised.
They were all young women, forced to
their knees with their hands, legs, and mouths bound. Three of them were lasses
he knew married, but the fourth was Sara, her face tear-streaked and wracked
with fear. He felt his figure beginning to tremble as he saw her, his heart
leaping with hope and terror.
Still
she was beautiful, covered in blood and dirt and her features fraught with
distress, and as Hugh looked at her he was reminded of just how much he loved
her. Oh, Empress, what do I do? he
thought as he watched Asser gesture to the four women with a sweep of his arms.
How do I save her? How do I get her out
of here?
‘What do you expect me to do with
these?’ the Duskguard said, his dozen armed, armoured and cloaked men still
behind him. ‘I’m not a savage, not like you and your idiotic band of hooligans.
I come from better origins than you scum.’
Asser gritted his teeth. ‘Very
well,’ he said, visibly angry. ‘Ye promised me more coin anyway, so jus’ cough
up an’ be gone. Where is it?’
‘You must’ve misheard me,’ the
Duskguard said, turning his back on the Dwarf and pushing his hands under the
heavy, dark cloak he wore. ‘I promised you more silvery metal.’
The Dwarf let out an angry growl.
‘Wha’s the difference?’ he yelled. ‘Pay me an’ get out me cave!’
Wordlessly, the Duskguard span on
the balls of his feet and whipped from under his cloak a long, steely knife. It
flashed in the firelight as he turned, slashing wide Dead Knuckles Asser’s throat.
The Dwarf had no chance to cry out, only to gurgle and slump, clawing at his
neck with his fingers as blood bubbled from the wound. The Duskguard himself
issued no orders, but his men behind him all drew their swords and advanced
upon the bandits in the cavern, but Hugh saw none of them. There was something
in the way the Duskguard moved that seemed familiar, though he could not place
it. Who are you? he thought as he
stared from the shadows.
As Asser slumped to the floor and
coughed up his last breath, the Duskguard knelt over his body. ‘No loose ends,
I’m afraid,’ he said before getting to his feet and sheathing the weapon. ‘Kill
them all!’ he yelled as he made for his horse, marching through the battle now
raging in the middle of the cavern. ‘Then kill those prisoners they kept. As I
said – there can be no loose ends. Earl Aesinger wants every last one of his
coins that you find back, too!’
Frantically, Hugh looked from the
Duskguard to his soldiers, who were setting about the bandits with the trained
precision of imperial soldiers, and then to the four prisoners, hands and
mouths bound. For the moment, there was nothing he could do. He knew that if he
ran to the prisoners now, he would end up caught in the battle, mistaken for a
bandit. Instead, though his heart cried out for him to rush to Sara, he stayed
put, hiding in the shadows.
He watched as the bandits that had slaughtered
the folk of Kirkby-by-Hill were themselves massacred, cut down by men with four
times the skill and ten times the advantage. Flashes of steel and cries of
agony filled the cavern as one by one the bandits were themselves killed,
adding their own blood to that of their already dead Dwarven leader.
It was over in moments. The
battle-weary and travel-fatigued vagabonds were cut to pieces by the steel of
the cloaked warriors. As soon as the last bandit fell, one of the cloaked men
pointed to two of the others. ‘You and you, kill the prisoners. We’ll meet you
at the usual rally point. Be quick.’
‘Aye, Sir,’ the two men said in
unison.
Heart in his mouth, Hugh watched as
ten of the cloaked warriors re-mounted their horses and sped away from the
cavern, their fine steeds trotting quickly back up the passageway and into the
gloom. The two men they left behind nodded to one-another, their faces hidden
by their hooded cloaks, and advanced on the four village girls.
Hugh watched as they rocked in
terror, trying to wriggle free of their bonds and get away from the two
advancing men. There was nothing he could yet do, though, for the last few
cloaked warriors were still at the bottom of the cavern, not yet departed. If I go now, they’ll simply overpower me and
I’ll be killed, along with Sara! Oh Empress, hurry them along! With each
passing second, Hugh watched the two men tasked with killing the girls slid
closer and closer bloody swords already in their hands.
Then, with one final clatter, the
last horseman departed the cavern and vanished into the shadows. Hugh span
around where he crouched in the darkness at the edge of the large cavern and
found he had been left alone with only two of the cloaked killers standing
between him and Sara. This is my moment! ‘Sara!’ he cried, unable to stop himself for
another moment. He leapt from the shadows, sword still in his hands.
She looked up, her teary eyes wide,
full of hope and fear. She saw him and began to thrash frantically, waving her
head from side to side and rocking on the spot. But as Hugh closed towards her,
one of the soldiers spun around, striking a blow for Hugh’s head which he only
narrowly dodged. He slipped on the damp stone floor and fell, jarring his
injured arm as he went down and letting out a screech of pain.
As the man who had attacked him
raised his sword to strike a second time, the first guard cut the throat of the
first peasant girl. Hugh could hear the muffled screams from the remaining
three as he tried to lift his sword to block the incoming blow. It struck hard,
sending pain reverberating through his wounded arm and causing him to cry out
again. Over and over his foe struck down, and every time Hugh only just managed
to position his sword to block the blow.
Desperately, Hugh kicked out wildly
with his right foot. He caught the attacking man on the inside of his knee and
caused him to stagger, and whilst he was recovering Hugh leapt to his feet. His
sword spun, but this time it was the warrior’s turn to block. Hugh’s sword
scraped across the man’s chest armour, cutting the tie of the attacker’s cloak
as it did. The garment fell onto the shadowy floor, revealing the man’s torso
in full.
Black-coated steel glittered in the
firelight that bounced around the dark cavern. Emblazoned upon the breastplate
and painted yellow-gold was the crest of a phoenix – wings spread wide and its
head uplifted as if crying to the cave’s dark ceiling. ‘Imperial armour?’ Hugh
said, though he was hardly surprised.
‘Earl Aesinger wants all you
peasants dead,’ the soldier said, gritting his teeth. He was a young man, a few
years older than Hugh, with light hair and a scruff of beard upon his face. ‘He
also wants to make sure no-one knows he had his fingers in the Southern
Heartlands, so we’re gonna kill all you bandits now. Even sent that boy along
with him to help us with the task!’
‘Boy?’ Hugh’s eyes widened in shock.
He couldn’t possibly mean that worm
Darry, could he? he thought, glaring into the eyes of his foe. ‘Aesinger’s
own son is here?’ he breathed.
He got no response. Instead, the
soldier made a slash at his neck which Hugh blocked with his sword. A metallic clang reverberated around the cavern as
the two men began their duel once more. Though Hugh had been well-trained as a
boy, he was perilously rusty, and for what skill he had the other man matched
in strength and precision. They stepped around each other, whirling away from
the prisoners and the other soldiers as they fought – away from Sara.
Then, just as Hugh’s arm was numbing
with pain, he caught a break. His foe slipped on the moisture-greased floor and
lost his footing for a moment. It was all Hugh needed to drive his sword
through the man’s unarmoured armpit and into his body. The soldier let out a
squawk of pain and fell to the floor, dead moments later as blood gushed from
the ruptured artery in a shadowy red torrent.
Hugh turned his eyes back to the
prisoners and the other soldier. As he looked on, a dozen paces away from where
three of the four women lay dead, he watched hopelessly as the final soldier
held Sara’s rosy-red face in his left hand and his bloody sword in his right.
‘No!’ Hugh cried out, starting at a run towards her, his sword clenched in his
fist and tears on his cheeks. His feet slipped and slid over the
moisture-slicked stone of the cavern floor, made all the more treacherous by
the flickering darkness sent reeling across it by the firelight.
He rushed up behind the man holding
Sara and drove his sword through his back with all his might. He felt flesh
tear and bone crack as he struck, the weapon sliding in through a weak spot in
the armour the man wore. He fell heavily backwards onto Hugh, knocking them
both to the floor in a clatter of steel and stone, the blood-soaked sword he
held falling from his fingers.
Hugh left his blade sticking through
the torso of the dying man and scrambled towards where Sara had been slumped. ‘Sara,
my sweet, I’m here,’ he said, struggling to pull himself forwards. ‘I’m here,
you’re safe, it is all going to be alright…’
But as he lifted his gaze to her
face, he saw her rosy cheeks held their pretty blush no longer. Her warm lips
were parted, pale and quickly turning cold, and there was blood on her slightly
bucked front teeth. ‘No,’ Hugh said as he hauled himself over to her. ‘No, it
cannot be!’ he cried, choked with sobs and more tears as he placed his bloody
hand on her pale cheek.
She made no response, and her apple-green
eyes stared straight through Hugh and off into the darkness. As Hugh gathered
her up in his arms and let out a long, heartbroken moan, he slid his hand into
her mahogany-red hair and found it sticky with blood – blood that had leaked
from the wide slash-wound that had torn wide her throat.
‘I’ve failed you all again,’ Hugh
cried to the apathetic shadows in the cave, his own haunting voice bouncing
back at him with the mocking echo. ‘I don’t deserve to love, for everyone my
love touches is torn from me! Sara, my sweet, I’m sorry! I’m so, so sorry!’ The
final word echoed around the cavern, a ghostly hiss upon the still, damp air.
It taunted Hugh as he slumped to the floor of the stone, clutching Sara’s
corpse to himself and weeping, lost to grief.
*
It all comes down to coin, Hugh thought as he drove the
flame-scarred shovel into the cold, hard ground. Silver flows through the Empire like blood. With an exhausted sigh,
he pulled himself out of the shallow grave he had dug and sat on the edge of it
for a moment, looking into the pit at his feet. ‘This will have to do, I’m
afraid,’ he said to no-one. ‘I can’t dig any deeper, I’m too exhausted after
burying everyone else.’
He had run from the cave as soon as
he had found the strength, tears streaking his face and his heart heavy with
grief. ‘Darry!’ he had roared at the frozen world around him when he found it
bereft of life, ‘Darry, come back here and face me, you coward!’ But no-one had
come. Had Darry even been there? Hugh
thought as he leaned heavily on the shovel for a moment as he caught his
breath. Could Darry have been the
Duskguard? He had been so sickly and ill when growing up, and the Duskguard
looked more-or-less fit and healthy.
As he leaned on the shovel, Hugh
shook his head and sighed. He had more questions than answers spinning in his
mind, and no way of dealing with any of them quickly. Knowing Earl Aesinger was
involved felt like some form of closure, though not enough to lift the weight
of guilt and regret from Hugh’s shoulders. He was left to assume that Aesinger
had sent the Duskguard – be he Darry or otherwise – to the Southern Heartlands
to find Hugh, perhaps on a hunch, perhaps on evidence; it did not matter, for
Hugh had no way of finding out.
He
had worked out what had happened though – or he had a theory, at the very
least. The Duskguard had found Hugh in Kirkby-by-Hill and paid off a local
group of bandits to slaughter everyone before having the bandits killed to
cover his own tracks. Devious, Hugh
thought, standing straight and taking his hand from the shovel. Any earl or lord found acting in territory
beyond his own is fit for trial before the senate. With blood on the bandits’
hands and them all dead in a cave, it looks as if they attacked the village and
then fell out over the spoils. Such deceit. It reeks of my uncle’s doing.
He turned to the final body, wrapped
in what had once been his threadbare cloak. Sara’s figure was hidden beneath
it; her wounds, her fear, her pain, all had left her beneath the cloak. When
Hugh had closed her eyes, she had looked almost peaceful, as if she had simply
slipped into an unending slumber.
Hugh slid his arms under the
cloak-covered form and picked Sara up. For a few moments he held her in his
arms, tears on his cheeks. ‘I wish we could have spent more time together,’ he
said as the cold winter wind began to blow about him. ‘I wish I could have seen
you smile one last time, watched your pretty face light up in the sun of
another summer evening. I wish I could have told you just how much you mean to
me, and just how much I love you. But instead I give you to the cold, hard
ground as I have everyone else.’
For
a moment, words failed him and he descended into a torrent of tears. ‘I’m
sorry, my sweet Sara,’ he managed to say a few moments later as he carefully
stepped down into the grave he had dug for her, alongside that of her father.
‘This is all my fault. I should have told you all the truth from the start, I
should never have been ashamed of who I was or tried to hide it.’ He took a
long, slow steadying breath as he lay Sara’s broken body down on the cold hard
soil. ‘I’m so sorry,’ he said again as he stood, ‘and I swear I’ll never forget
you or any of the others. I’ll try and do better by you, to make this world a
better place. There is so much evil and hatred here, perhaps I can try and take
some of it out.’
With
one final kiss upon her cloak-covered forehead, Hugh turned and pulled himself
up out of the shallow grave he had dug for his lost love. Picking up the shovel
once more, he began to fill in the grave with the firm dirt he had excavated,
watching as Sara’s body disappeared under the dirt. May you awake in the embrace of the Divine Empress, free of all the
woes of this worldly life.
It
had taken him days, but he had buried everyone in the village that he had the
strength to: Sara, her father, Olfden, Lynna, Felyr, and many others. It had
taken him hours on end – in fact, he was no-longer sure what day it was. Had it been dark when I started digging? he
asked himself as he tossed the last of the dirt back into Sara’s grave. I have no idea how long I’ve been here for…
The
last few hours – or days; however long he had been digging, wrapping bodies in
what material he could find and burying them – had passed in a haze of grief.
Every corpse had felt like a monument to his weakness, a mark of his failure
and cowardice. ‘I shall never hide again,’ he said to Sara’s grave as he stood
over it. ‘I am Sir Hugh Fortescue, son of Earl Jacob Fortescue and Lady
Isabella Beshing. I should have told you a long time ago, but now I shall never
hide it from anyone.’
As
he tossed the last load of soil onto Sara’s grave, Hugh turned to the dark,
brooding dawn sky above and glared up into the clouds as the first few flakes
of new snow began to fall. ‘If you want me, uncle, you can come and find me! I
am Sir Hugh, and one day I shall take vengeance upon you for all the wrongs you
have done me and those I love!’
He
drove the shovel into the ground and picked up his sword. It was Captain Aethlar’s, he thought as he belted it around his
body, but now it is mine. It has saved my
life many times, just as he did that fateful night in Westwarden Castle’s great
hall. The weight of the weapon on Hugh’s back felt good: it was comforting,
like a friendly hand assuring that all would be well and that there was someone
at his back.
Hugh
cast one last gaze over the crude graveyard he had dug just a few hundred paces
to the north of the ruined village of Kirkby-by-Hill. Behind him, the
burned-out buildings he had called home for a decade still smouldered in the
cold of the new, crisp dawn. The sun had only just risen, and the dark sky hid
its light from the white world below, where Hugh looked over his handiwork.
Dozens of individual graves were marked with either sticks or stones at their
heads. He had saved the largest rock he could find – the very stone that had
hidden his sword by the well for so many years – for Sara, and had found a
sprig of mistletoe to lay upon the top of her grave.
With
a long, slow breath, Hugh turned his back on the graves. Now, I
begin anew, he told himself. His hand went to his chest, which was covered
by a battered leather hauberk he had pillaged from a dead bandit. From within
it he took a scrap of paper he had found amidst the wreckage of Kirkby-by-Hill.
He held it in his hands for a few moments, eyeing the text. It was written in a
quick, spidery hand. ‘Help wanted – poachers plague Sundale Farmstead, stealing
livestock,’ Hugh read aloud to the cold morning wind. ‘West of Bandale.
Rewarded in silver.’
With
one last glance back over his shoulder at the ruins of his life, Earl Hugh said
a silent farewell to those he had lost before turning his head back towards
where he needed to go. Rewarded in
silver, he thought to himself as he set off north-west towards Bandale. He
had been there before several years ago and knew the way, it was simple enough.
By
no means did the contract offer him any answers or vengeance against his uncle,
nor did it directly bring him any closer to discovering if Darry was the
Duskguard, but it did offer him coin. I
cannot retake that which Earl Aesinger has stripped me of without help; It all comes down to money, Hugh thought
as he kicked his way through the ankle-deep snow at his feet and looked up at
the dark sky above him. Silver flows
through the Empire like blood.
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