The final part of Stonesworn sees young Benyar sent to suffer his punishment. Framed and wronged by his brother and cast aside by the Syladrians, Benyar is condemned to the Pits to try and win back the familial honour he is accused of losing. As he journeys deeper and deeper into the Pits, though, he soon realises that there is more than just shadow waiting for him in the Below...
As usual, next Sunday the 25th of September (coincidentally also my birthday) the entirety of Stonesworn shall be released as a single blog post, as I know some readers prefer such formatting.
Benyar had only ever
stood upon the precipice of the Pits once before in his life. To get to the
Pits, one had to walk towards the Great Mines, the source of all the Syladrian
Halflings’ wealth, and then turn south. A long walk through an old, abandoned
mineshaft would lead the intrepid adventurer out into a wide cavern with a huge
natural lake of greenish water in the middle of it. Yet, on the far side of the
water, known as the Lake of Tears, was the entrance to the Pits.
‘They called it the Lake of Tears
because, so the legend says, the families of those who died in the Pits all
gathered here and wept,’ Benyar remembered Ermoldulus telling him. ‘So many
were lost, and such was their grief that their tears became this great lake.’
At the time, Benyar had only nodded.
His eyes had been fixed on the entrance to the Pits itself. The enormous
cave-like maw leered out of the dark rock, hissing as drafts of wind blew up
from the maze of tunnels and caverns below. Benyar had watched and waited with
his entire house-clan only weeks ago as Gorgrim and his dozen companions had
walked past the huge, fang-like stalactites and stalagmites that guarded the
Pits’ entrance into the wide, downward-spiralling cave.
‘Wha’ ‘appened down there?’ he had
asked the old Gnomish servant as he watched his brother’s figure disappear into
the gloom. He had seemed so young then – fresh-faced and with a pride-puffed
chest. He had hoisted his sword in his hands and turned to wave to his house-clan
before vanishing into the shadows.
Ermoldulus had blinked his large,
heavy lidded eyes and, with great care, had glanced at the figures around him.
Dropping his voice to ensure no-one could properly hear, the Gnome had then
turned to Benyar. ‘The Pits were mines, originally. The oldest, deepest, and
those most used by the Halflings of the First and Dark Epochs. They were soon
stripped or their resources, but it became traditional for miners to be sent
deeper into the Pits. There were terrible cave-collapses, mutinies, and
thousands of Dwarf-folk simply got lost in the shadows and never returned.
No-one who came out was ever the same again.
‘Yet
the episode that the Pits are best known for happened in the one-hundred and
fiftieth year of the Dark Epoch. The son of King Torunsson II, Thane Udgarr,
travelled into the Pits on a whim by himself. Days later, he returned – raving
and babbling, driven mad by the shadows. No-one could make sense of a word he
said, and within a week he was found dead in his house-clan home; he had opened
his wrists and his throat with his father’s sword. In grief, King Torunsson II,
of Rockhammer house-clan, closed the Pits to all but the Stonesworn and those
with the express consent of the Ironrend Covenant. But to this day no-one knows
for sure what’s down there,’ the old Gnome had said.
‘Some
of the stories say that the Pits all lead to a great goblin city. Others claim
that your darkest fears come alive, made manifest in the gloom.’ Ermoldulus had
quickly stopped and shaken his head. ‘Myth and rumour – they are simply a
dangerous place. Your brother is a strong, level-headed young fellow. He shall
return.’
On the day he entered, Benyar had
been alone. No-one had come to watch him set off on his journey down into
darkness – only the half-dozen Ironrenders who had escorted him cross-city from
the Durhzal Dungeons. They had used a small wooden boat to cross the Lake of
Tears and approach the entrance to the Pits, where twenty Dwarf warriors
guarded the great stone maw at all times – as much to keep the Stonesworn in as
to keep the monsters and whatever else lay in the Below from getting out.
Just before he had entered the
terrifying cave-entrance, the captain of the Dwarf men who had escorted him
produced a familiar-looking weapon. ‘Your brother sends this,’ he had said from
under his full-faced helmet, his waist-length grey beard bouncing. From behind
the thick cloak he wore, the captain had produced Lightstorm, the weapon that Thane
Gorgrim had retrieved from the Pits himself. ‘I’ve no idea why ‘ee’s so keen to
get rid o’ it again. Tha’, or maybe he feels bad for tossin’ yer treacherous
arse out the window.’
Benyar had said nothing as he took
the hammer. It was either meant as a gesture of remorse, genuinely intended to
help him on his way, or a reminder of the shame he had brought his family as
its second Stonesworn son. Damn ye, Gorgrim,
he had thought with a sigh as he had eyed the gold-plated sun etched onto
the side of the weapon. May the Great
Creator ‘imself unmake your very bones.
He
had his own sword at his hip, hanging from a long, cross-body leather belt he
wore covered in pouches he had filled full of essentials: a tiny tinderbox, a
whetstone, a small knife, and as much food as he could cram into the gaps
in-between. He also wore his own chainmail hauberk, reinforced at the chest,
legs and shoulders with heavy plate-forged armour. He wore a humble helmet – a
small, open-faced pot-helmet with two large goat-horns protruding from either
temple. I’ll be fine against a few dozen
goblins, he thought to himself, but
no’ anythin’ larger.
He had entered the Pits what felt
like forever ago. For what seemed like weeks, Benyar had wandered through the
darkness, sucking moisture from stalagmites and chewing on tough, dry
cave-fungus for sustenance. He had encountered nothing, only far-off whispers
and echoing scuffles that taunted and lingered upon his mind like a millipede
crawling through his brain.
Everything was pitch-black. For
hours upon hours, he stumbled blindly forwards. Ever-downwards, and
ever-frightened Benyar scraped this way and that with his hands and he fumbled
for guidance. He heard bones snap and crumble beneath his feet – Dwarf, Gnome,
goblin or other, he could not tell, for the mineshafts he scrambled down were
so dark. In the eternal gloom, every sound he made seemed ten-thousand times
louder. Benyar was certain that at any moment an entire army of pale-skinned,
slit-nosed goblins would descend upon him, shrieking and bawling as they waved
pillaged Dwarf-weapons and crude iron implements of death about their heads.
Eventually,
after what felt like aeons in the dark, his eyes began to accustom to the
gloom. Or ‘as it simply got lighter? I
cannae tell. Shapes became distinguishable: more sharp stalactites and
stalagmites reaching up and down towards him. He was long out of the Dwarf-made
cave-system, that much was certain. Benyar had walked much further than he had
first thought, and every inch of it had been done with his grandfather’s hammer
in his hands.
He
stopped for rest a few times, never sure where he was, nor if it was safe. The
shadows flickered and moved, slithering this way and that across rocky cavern
walls and behind the great piles of boulders and mounds of rock that littered
the hundreds of miles of natural caverns. Every shimmer in the shadows sent
waves of fear pulsing through Benyar’s mind, and dozens of times he came to his
senses cowering behind something – a low rock, a fat pillar of rock-wall, the
bones of a long-forgotten Dwarf. I am a
Volostag. I am a warrior.
As
Benyar staggered ever-downwards in his quest for redemption and glory, time
became his mortal enemy – trying to keep track of it was like trying to catch
mist. He would walk, rest, and wake, each one to shadow and darkness. The
ever-shifting shades of black and perpetual deep-dark of the Pits slowly became
his only friend – the only thing he could count on. It was always there, and,
just as it concealed the bones of thousands of dead creatures, it also
concealed him. Not like time, Benyar
caught himself thinking. Time will betray
you. Shadows are security.
His voice was horrid, so for a while
he stopped using it. With every trip and stumble, Benyar found himself crying
out – his empty, hollow voice bounced about the long, looping entrails of stone
he was lost within. He sounded as if he had already died and been forced to
return as some terrible form of shade or spectre, sent back to forever haunt
the long, dark caverns and caves of the Pits. I could have died, Benyar thought as he stopped and ran his hands
over the shadowy bones of a thousand-year-old Dwarf. These could be my bones. The bones of a Volostag. The bones of a
warrior.
After an unknown length of time
spent staggering through the darkness, Benyar had given up on all hope of ever
seeing Khur-Karzana again. He had eaten all the food he had brought with him,
though he had found a musty old leather pack which he had filled with every
kind of cave mould and moss he had come across. He had also happened across a
half-full wineskin, so ancient and aged that its taste was rancid, but numbed
the ever-present terror that plagued his head. That had quickly vanished, though
for one night he had not been plagued by awful nightmares. He had awoken hours
later with a hammering headache. At least
I’m alive, he had thought as he had risen, shaky and scared. I am still a Volostag. I am still a
warrior. I’m not a corpse, not yet.
Something he had noticed during his
voyage into the Pits was that the deeper he went, the brighter the caverns seem
to become. Once or twice, he passed huge lakes of molten rock, bubbling and
rumbling quietly to themselves, casting aside Benyar’s shadow-friends and
revealing the cold, hard solitude of the endless cave-system he was trapped in.
The light showed him misery; it reminded Benyar of his failures, of where he
was, of what he had done wrong.
‘Lightstorm,’ he said as he rested
in the far-off corner of some long-forgotten cave. ‘What a stupid name. Ye give
no light, an’ light is for the foolish. Light shows everyone what ye’ve done
wrong, it shows everyone who ye’ve let down, it shows-…’ Benyar caught himself
babbling and bit his tongue.
Don’t go mad. I am a Volostag. I am
a warrior.
More time passed. Benyar staggered
ever downwards into the Below. At some point, he was vaguely aware of happening
across something alive. Was it a Dwarf? A time-lost Gnome? A goblin? He could
neither see it nor hear it, but whatever it was, he killed it. It broke under
his hammer like a pot dropped from a roof onto a cobbled road. I am a Volostag. I am a warrior, he
thought as he felt the skull of whatever it was shatter under his hammer. ‘The
shadows hid me,’ Benyar hissed to himself as he kicked at whatever it was he
had killed. Without so much as glancing at it, he continued forwards.
More
time passed – Benyar knew not how much. Time’s
always passin’ me. It never stops to ‘elp. It never stops to give directions.
It’s always goin’, always in a hurry. The shadows are always there. The shadows
are friend, Benyar thought as he sat down heavily on some darkness-shrouded
rock. He held his grandfather’s hammer in his hands, twirling the heavy weapon
between his hands as he did so. He could not put it down – putting it down made
him feel weak, made him feel unsafe.
‘Grandfather
wouldn’t mind if I renamed ye, I’m sure,’ Benyar said as he sat in the shadows
of another long-forgotten cave. The shadows twitched and shifted across the
low, dark walls. From somewhere came the quiet drip-drip of water into a pool. ‘Lightstorm – there’s no light ‘ere, how can
there ever be a storm?’ Benyar said and laughed at his own piece of deduction.
He continued to twirl the weapon in his hands for a few more moments before
pausing to think. ‘Wha’ about…’ Benyar paused to think, running his fingers
through his messy beard. The plaits and braids had long come loose and frizzy,
and most of the rings and beads had fallen out. ‘I’ll call ye Shadow’s Tempest
– there’s plenty o’ shadows for ye.’
Pleased
with himself, Benyar looked at the hammer. ‘There, now ye can take yer power
from the shadow – ye can summons storms to crush my enemies, ye can-…’
Stop.
Benyar
blinked. ‘Who’s there?’ he said, getting to his feet and holding Shadow’s
Tempest in his hands. ‘Show yourself, ye coward!’
You’re losin’ your mind, Benyar.
Get a grip. I am a Volostag. I am a warrior.
‘I
am shadow,’ Benyar hissed into the darkness. ‘Anything that was before is from
Up. Everything from Up is treacherous. Everything.’
Not everything-…
‘Father.
Brother.’
Listen to yourself, ye’re losing yer
mind! Just stop and think for a moment – ye’ve a job to do: find some treasure,
kill something big, you can do it! Take it back to the king an’ ye’ll be free
from this nightmare. You can drive out the shadows an-…
‘There
is nothin’ down here!’ Benyar leapt
to his feet and screamed at the cavern. ‘I’ve been walking for weeks an’ weeks!
I’ve killed one wee lil’ thing – wha’ even was tha’? A goblin? It doesn’t
matter – there’s nothin’ ‘ere! Only the drip-drip of the water and the groan of
time.’ Benyar began to claw at his ears until he felt blood on his fingers.
‘The Stone itself is talkin’! It’s callin’ me a failure! It’s-…’
The stone can’t talk. Ye know tha’.
Benyar
suddenly froze. There was a scuffle – something somewhere moved. ‘Did ye ‘ear
tha’?’ he whispered.
Of course I heard it – I’m ye, ye
prick! We are Volostag! We are warrior!
Benyar
froze, his maddened mouth and eyes wide. He held his breath, and there it was
again! The shadows were revealing it to him – through their inky black bodies,
noise came. Far-off feet, something walking, someone moving. No – some things moving.
Look, there.
Benyar
spun about. Behind him, the long, low cavern he was in continued, gradually narrowing
to a tight passageway. It just large enough to swing an axe in, and was framed
with a faint, flickering orange light. From the shadows within came the hiss of
whispering, dark voices.
Glory, Benyar thought. Maybe it’s a goblin raidin’-party, bound for
the mines. If we jus’ follow ‘em an’ kill ‘em in sight o’ all the miners and
guards, we’ll surely have our oath lifted-…
‘The
light,’ he whispered. ‘The light cannot be
here, it cannot exist here!’
What? Stop.
Benyar
began to walk forwards, hoisting his hammer in his hands. ‘Shadow’s Tempest
will extinguish the hideous light in a storm o’ darkness!’
You must stop! You don’t know wha’s
down there!
Ignoring
himself, Benyar stumbled forwards. He began to growl and snarl as he ran
through the darkness. The shadows about him amplified his voice – he sounded
ferocious, like some terrible cave-beast of old, slavering and snarling at the
scent of flesh. ‘We’ll slay ‘em all,’ he hissed, ‘we’ll slay ‘em all for the
Great Shadow.’
He
dived into the narrowing passageway and stumbled forwards, the light about him
growing stronger and stronger. Soon, he could hear individual voices –
high-pitched, hoarse, and grating. They spoke in a tongue Benyar could not
recognise, and their words were a hostile hiss upon the ears. Shuffling
footsteps accompanied the foreign words – the gentle rattle of half-disturbed
stones caused by light, bare feet. ‘Ye
cannae be here,’ Benyar heard himself growl. ‘Ye cannae bring the hated light
before the Great Shadow.’
Then
the light was there, bright and terrible. About it stood twenty pale creatures,
Gnome-sized and spindle-limbed. They had large, jet-black eyes and mouths full
of horrid, razor-sharp teeth that hissed and spat like the terrible flame they
carried with them. Their nostrils were slits in their hideous, marred faces,
from which long tendrils of snot hung. Mismatched bits of armour covered
various parts of their bodies. Some wore crude, dented iron about their horrid,
pallid-coloured and near-bald heads and chests – bent breastplates pillaged
from the corpses of ancient Dwarf and Gnome warriors. Others had opted for
wrapping moulding pieces of dark cloth about their faces and bodies, covering
their sharp, uneven ears and thin, insipid frames.
‘Goblin
scum! Sacrifices for the Great Shadow!’ Benyar yelled as loud as he could as he
sprinted forwards, the rocks under his feet never tripping him. The shadows hold ‘em. The Great Shadow keeps
me safe. The goblins began to shriek furiously when Benyar burst from his
side-passage with a bone-chilling roar. Temporarily blinded by the glare of the
torch, Benyar sightlessly charged into the fray of goblins, blindly swinging
his hammer with overzealous force.
For
the first few seconds, he only had the sense of sound and the weight of his
hammer to guide him. He felt bones crumble and heard fang-filled mouths scream
as Shadow’s Tempest bludgeoned its way through the many goblins. He heard them
screech and scream in terror, and even felt a few weak blows from their
ineffective weapons bounce off his helmet. ‘The Great Shadow reclaim ye!’ he cried.
‘Take ye back to the darkness! Take ye back to the Great Shadow!’
Listen to yourself!
‘Death!
Shadows take ye all!’ Benyar roared. Slowly, as he continued to whirl and flail
amongst the party of goblins, his vision returned to him. He had smashed the head
clean from the shoulders of the torch-bearing goblin, and the fiery brand it
held had fallen to the floor. By the time he could see clearly, over half the
goblins were dead. Their pallid, broken bodies littered the narrow passageway.
Their crude and stolen armours were broken, wrapped about their bony bodies in
a mangle of poorly-forged iron and pilfered steel.
The
last few goblins began to panic and flee, tossing their weak weapons aside and
disappearing into the shadows. ‘Deeper no!’ they cried in the Dwarf-tongue as
they ran. ‘Deeper no! Deeper no!’
‘Shadows
take ye!’ Benyar cried, continuing to swing and flail his hammer this way and
that, even though the goblins were long gone. He felt the heavy hammer split
rock and shatter boulders as he continued to flail, lost in a blind, senseless
fury. He screamed and howled, his voice taking on a haunting, eerie echo in the
long, dark tunnels. His own roars and yells drowned out the screeches of the
last few remaining goblins. ‘Sacrifices to the Great Shadow! Sacrifice!
Sacrifice!’
Stop!
Suddenly
he was falling. The stones under his feet slipped and he tumbled, landing hard
against the rock. His hammer flew from his hand and he bashed his head
painfully upon a loose boulder. Stunned, Benyar lay in the half-light thrown up
by the lone, guttering torch and gazed up into the shadows that shrouded the
roof of the passage above him.
Taking
long, slow breaths, Benyar slowly came to his senses. I am a Volostag. I am a warrior. He looked around him at the
carnage he had wrought. The weak light of the single torch touched upon the
broken faces and shattered bodies of the dozen or-so goblins he had slain. They
lay about him in a bloody arc of twisted iron and rent flesh, their greyish innards
oozing over the cold, hard ground of the long, downwards-spiralling stone
passage.
Slowly,
Benyar rolled onto his knees and let out a long, low moan. ‘Wha’s ‘appenin’ to
me?’ he said in a whisper. His eyes fell to his blood-drenched hands, then down
to the floor – slick with red ichor. The savagery of his attack came back to
him, the unprecedented fury with which he had savaged the goblins. He had not
even known they were goblins when he had attacked – but he knew he had done so
for the Great Shadow.
‘The
Great Shadow…’ Benyar’s whimper trailed off and he slumped forwards, suddenly
wracked with sobs. ‘I’m going to die down here,’ he whispered, clutching at the
bloody stones. ‘By the Great Creator, I’m goin’ to die down ‘ere. Arganon,
preserve your child of Stone!’
Misery
washed over Benyar. The spaces in his mind which had been held by his now-retreating
lunacy filled with sorrow. Wracked with terrible grief and self-pity, Benyar
fell to the floor once more. He felt thick goblin blood soak his mail and tunic
underneath, wetting his thick, scraggly beard and slathering across his face.
‘I’m goin’ to die,’ he whispered. ‘I’m goin’-…’
Look up.
Benyar
slowly raised his head from where he lay. The last remnants of the torchlight
that lit the narrow cave-passageway illuminated something before him. The faint
glow from the burning brand danced upon well-forged silver, glinted over
details, inscriptions and carvings. ‘By the Stone,’ Benyar breathed, ‘wha’ is
this?’
He
scrambled to his feet and practically threw himself upon the object. It was
heavy in his hands, and his fingers felt the familiar, reassuring texture of
hard, well-cut wood. Lifting his charge, Benyar stumbled to where the gradually
failing torch had been dropped and placed the object down beside it. When the
last of the light touched what he held, he could not believe his eyes.
The
chest was sublime in its beauty. Each edge and corner was wrought with silver
and gemstones – vibrant purple amethysts and glittering green emeralds shone up
at him. There was a large lock and latch upon the front of the hefty chest, set
into the hard, near-black wood that made up the rest of the container. It was
incredibly ornate in its design and beyond any level of craftsmanship Benyar
had ever seen. It was not Dwarven in origin, nor was it Gnomish, for there was
a level of intricacy in the detail that was beyond any Halfling craftsman that
Benyar had ever seen or heard of.
As
he admired the lock on the chest, a flicker of the light drew his eyes to the
pattern wrought between the lid and the trunk of the heavy container. The
silver had been wrought to look like terrible, sharp fangs, and between those
fangs were hundreds upon hundreds of tiny figures, made to look as if they were
being crushed by the chest’s horrendous silver jaws.
Think of what could be within! Benyar found himself thinking.
Hands scrabbling, he tried to heave the chest open, but the lock would not
give. He tried again, but still it remained sealed. With a grunt, Benyar placed
the chest aside and found where he had dropped his hammer. What was I calling it? he thought as he felt the reassuring weight
of the bloody weapon in his hand. Shadow’s
Edge? Shadow’s Tempest? He shook his head, appalled by his own
weak-mindedness, and lifted the hammer high over his head.
Benyar
brought the weapon down onto the chest with all his might. He heard a great,
loud crack that sent a juddering
reverberation up his arms. The chest had not broken – his heavy blow had not
even chipped the wood, nor dented the silver at the chest’s edges. The hammer
suddenly became very light in his hands, and as Benyar lifted it to strike
again, he realised it had snapped clean in two. ‘No!’ he cried, looking about
desperately. ‘No, it cannae be!’
The
head of the hammer had snapped clean off the haft and lay a few paces away in
the shadows. With a dozen Dwarven curse-words, Benyar hurled the haft of the
hammer aside and seized hold of the chest with both hands. He picked it up and
cast it against the stone wall, yet the chest seemed to be completely
impervious to his efforts. ‘Open, damn ye!’ he cried. ‘Open, an’ I may be able
to leave this accursed place! Open!’
Calm,
he heard himself think. The goblins
brought it up from further down the passage. Go down there an’ see if ye can
find a key. If not, take it back to the surface – the king an’ the Ironrend
Covenant will be impressed ye’ve found a magical chest.
‘Yes,’ Benyar took a few deep,
steadying breaths. He grabbed the goblin party’s dropped torch – as weak as its
light was – and hoisted the chest up under his left arm. ‘I can do this,’ he
said. ‘I can do this. I can go home.’ He set off down the passage which the
goblins had come from. As he went, he could feel his sword in its sheath
tapping against his leg with every pace he took. I can do this. I am a Volostag. I am a warrior.
Down he went again into the twisting
and winding network of narrow tunnels that led deeper and deeper underneath the
Syladras Mountains, torch thrust before him. In truth, Benyar had no idea where
he was. He had no clue if he was even under the Syladras Mountains anymore – he
could have walked a thousand miles north, south, east, or west, and he would
have no way of knowing.
The deeper he went, the more the
shadows and gloom seemed to press in around him. Gripping his torch as if it
were the only thing keeping him alive, Benyar strode onwards and deeper. He
passed more ancient skeletons on his downwards-bound journey, though for a time
they became infrequent and far-between. Some seemed to glare at him as he crept
past, the faint light of his torch offending their cold, sightless faces.
Shadows retreated into their eye-sockets before springing out again to swathe
again in darkness what areas had been lit by Benyar’s torch as he passed.
They whispered to him as he went,
asking him to put his torch down and to re-join them in the blackness. Benyar
felt cold, ethereal fingers on his face, his brow, and the back of his neck.
Each one made him cry out in alarm and stumble forwards faster, slipping and
tripping on spikes of stone and shards of rock as he scrambled ever deeper into
the Pits. ‘Don’t go mad,’ he whispered to himself as he went, ‘don’t go mad. I
am a Volostag. I am a warrior.’
You’re
going mad.
Benyar ignored the icy sweat on his
brow and the doubt gnawing at his mind as he went. Am I mad already? He thought. Was
I mad? Have I always been? Would I even know? He swallowed and pitched
ever-deeper into the dizzying dark. ‘Don’t go mad. Don’t go mad.’
And then there was light. Quite
suddenly, as Benyar rounded a narrow corner in the endless spider-web of cave
systems, he saw a glow coming from the far end of the dark and rough passageway.
It was not a warming yellow, nor did it flicker and dance like torchlight, but
it was light nonetheless. It was a low light; an eerie, dark purple in hue.
With nowhere to go but forwards, Benyar continued to walk. Slowly, he edged
forwards inch by inch. With his torch thrust before him like a sword and the
invincible chest under his arm, Benyar tried to avoid the hissing shadows
around him. ‘Focus on your feet,’ he whispered to himself. ‘Don’t trip. Don’t
fall. Don’t listen to the shadows.’
They
can hear you think.
Benyar swallowed and stopped for a
moment, screwing his eyes shut and trying to keep the thoughts out – they sounded like his own, but they felt like someone else’s. He tried to
think of home, but when he did he saw only blackness. He tried to picture his
mother and his sisters, but when their faces came to him their eyes were
nothing but pits in which only shadows swirled and seethed. ‘Shadows can’t move
and talk,’ he told himself as he fell to his knees, eyes still screwed shut.
‘Shadows can’t-…they can’t-…’
But when he opened his eyes again,
the dark walls of the underground passageway were swirling and shifting. Like
liquid smoke, the shadows about him slithered and hissed as they glided over
each other and around Benyar. With a cry, the young, terrified Dwarf hauled
himself to his feet and started forwards at a run. He cast his torch aside and
surrender to the shadows about him in a last-ditch effort to reach the far-off,
purple haze of light. He felt the darkness tug at his frame as he ran, pulling
at his beard and scratching at his eyes. Benyar pulled his sword from its
sheath and slashed wildly this way and that, but to no avail.
Phantom
fingers pulled at his body, but insane determination drove Benyar forwards.
Quite suddenly, he felt the space around him change: no-longer was he walking
over loose and uneven rock. There was solid, flat stone underneath his feet,
and the walls either side of him evened out and flattened. The mysterious
purple light from the end of the corridor was now much nearer, and illuminated
an obviously crafted space: the walls were of great chiselled and smoothed
slabs, as was the floor. Benyar could see the shadows creeping about in the
cracks between the huge tiles, and he felt his stomach turn.
With
the last of his energy, he ran towards the light. He could see it clearly ahead
of him: there was a tall, narrow archway at the end of the long passageway,
carved into the rock. Similarly to the chest under Benyar’s arm, it was
decorated with hundreds of tiny figures, all writhing and screaming as if in
great pain. As Benyar stepped into the light, the terrible hiss of the shadows
ceased, and for a few moments everything was calm.
He
stood still, glancing about him. The shadows seemed not to dare touch the dark
purple light, and their scratching claws left him be. A great weight seemed to
lift from his mind and for the first time in what felt like aeons, Benyar was
himself. I’m not goin’ mad, he
thought as he clutched the chest he had found under one arm, and his sword in
his free hand. I’m not goin’ mad. I am a
Volostag. I am a warrior.
‘Yes,
you are.’
The
voice seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere. The words were already in
Benyar’s head before they were at his ears, and the great rumble of sound that
rocked his consciousness drove him to the floor. His sword fell from his hands
and the chest slipped from under his arm as he slumped to his knees and clamped
his hands over his ears – little good did it do, for the colossal echo was in
his mind. ‘No!’ he cried. ‘No! I am Benyar! I am not mad, I am-…’
Benyar’s
words trailed off as he lifted his gaze and looked beyond the archway which he
had slumped down before. There was a tall, rectangular room beyond. The walls
were like the archway: frozen hands and faces reached out from the very stone,
contorted as if in agony, as if scrabbling desperately for aid in the moment
that they were turned to rock. Every hand and face was directed towards the
centre of the small, square chamber, where a single stone seat four times the
size of a regular chair was.
But
it was the thing in that chair from which the purple light seemed to emanate.
Now it moved, great tendrils of gloom once again distorted everything,
slithering and curling through the low purple light. The being from which the
darkness emanated was enormous – twice as large as a Man and wrought entirely
of shadow. Two jet-black horns coiled around a face made only of blackness in
which two burning red eyes were set, whilst the rest of its colossal frame
swirled and shifted with the darkness it seemed to control.
‘The
Great Shadow,’ Benyar whispered through trembling lips. As he raised his gaze,
for a fraction moment he locked eyes with the terrifying creature. A million
images flashed through his mind – in a moment he saw the rise and fall of a
hundred-thousand empires, the birth and destruction of kingdoms, and more blood
than he could ever imagine. Tides and rivers of red ran across unknown lands,
getting ever deeper and deeper. Soldiers drank from it, then they themselves
drowned. Fire, water, earth, air, the stone, the stars all came and went, yet
the tides of blood rose and rose. A great red ocean that got higher and higher,
swallowing everything, consuming the mountains, drowning the entire world.
With
a shriek, Benyar tore his eyes away from those terrible red flames set in the
shadow’s face. He lay on his back, staring up at the far-off ceiling above his
head. ‘No,’ he said in a babble. ‘No, no, no, no, no.’
The
shadow spoke again – if the aura that washed over Benyar’s mind could be called
speaking. ‘Such a rudimentary creature,’ the great rumble of voice said. ‘So
fragile. You writhe and wriggle like the worms that shall devour your carcass.
You alight upon my existence like a particle of dust on the wind. You are
nothing, and shall neither be remembered nor cared for.’
Benyar
lay on his back, tears pouring from his eyes. His whole body shook and quaked
with a mindless horror like nothing he had ever imagined. ‘Ye’re no’ ‘ere,’ he
whispered through his dry, cracked lips. ‘Ye’re no’ real.’
The shadow’s laugh tore the world
apart. Benyar watched helplessly as the stone arms and faces reaching from the
walls about him began to scream and writhe, grabbing and pulling at the air. ‘I
am as real as your terror,’ the voice came again, turning the remnants of
reality to dust with its magnitude. ‘I am as real as the insanity that crawls
and gnaws its way through your limited mind like maggots burrowing into a
corpse.’
One of the stone hands grabbed
Benyar by his hair. He screamed as he felt himself dragged backwards.
Desperately, he tried to find something to grasp onto, but the floor was
smooth. Another hand gripped him around his chin, then two got hold of his
shoulders. The young Dwarf screamed in horror as he felt dozens of stone fingers
claw at his flesh. He was dragged up against the wall and held there. Stone
hands forced his head to look towards that terrible seat of rock and the
shadow-being upon it. Benyar directed his eyes away, looking at everything else
in the room, for anything was better than the thing in the stone seat.
‘What…what are ye…?’ Benyar managed
to splutter.
The great shadow-being in the seat
seemed to shift a little. For a moment, it was everywhere and nowhere – in the
seat, on all the walls, inside Benyar’s mind. ‘You could not even comprehend
what I am,’ the aura-voice cracked through Benyar’s shattered world. ‘I exist.
I have done for longer than you could ever imagine, and I will do forever more
– even though I am but a fragment.’
‘Please,’ Benyar said, ‘I jus’ want
to go home. I jus’ want-… I jus’…’
There was a flash and suddenly
Benyar was no-longer in the chamber. It was as if the walls and floor had
vanished to reveal a bird’s-eye view of Khur-Karzana, though invisible arms
still clung to him. Benyar could see the High Chamber, the bridge, his own
house, and hundreds of Syladrian Halflings upon the streets.
The
great shadow-creature was still there, sitting in his seat which seemed to
float hundreds of feet above the city. ‘Your people,’ it seemed to say. Benyar
became aware that somehow the shadow was looking at everything. Its fiery red
gaze was upon every single Syladrian Halfling at once, and each only for a
glance. Yet in that glance, the shadow seemed to learn everything. His
malicious red eyes flashed in keyholes, through windows, and around cracks in
doors as it saw everything and everyone.
‘So
short-lived – mere twitches in the movement of the great cosmic eye,’ the
shadow-being said. ‘Each and every one; basic, undeveloped. You creatures are
nothing. You mean nothing.’
Benyar
looked away, though the stone hands about him jerked his head around again,
forcing him to look down upon the world under the Syladras Mountains. I am a Volostag. I am a warrior. Benyar
clamped his eyes shut and filled his mind with the thought. I am a Volostag. I am a warrior. I am a
Volostag. I am a warrior.
You are nothing and you mean
nothing.
Benyar
let out a cry and fell. He was back in the terrible chamber, face-down on the
stone floor. The hands and faces in the walls had stilled, and no-more was he
being clutched at and pulled around by things that should not move. He tried to
stagger to his feet and run, but his whole form felt as if it were being pinned
down by a huge weight. I’m going mad, Benyar
thought as he clutched at his face. I’m
losin’ my mind.
You’ve already lost it.
‘No!’
Benyar cried. ‘I am Volostag! I am a warrior! I can’t-… I have to get out! I
must open the chest an’ take it to the king, I-…’
Again
came the laugh that rocked the world. The shadow-being leaned forwards from its
seat, its ethereal, horned head and burning red eyes mere inches from Benyar’s
tear and sweat-soaked face. ‘Then open it,’ it said in its voice that defied
all reality. ‘Pick it up and try the lock.’
Benyar
scrambled to his knees and looked for the chest. He found it here he had
dropped it by the archway to the haunting room of purple light and shadows.
Wearily, and moaning in terror and pain as he went, he crawled to the chest and
took it in his hands. No more did it feel heavy – instead, it was impossibly
light. He could feel the shadow in its chair looking at him; those burning eyes
were both hot and cold upon his form, reading his every thought and every
memory.
Open it, a voice said in Benyar’s mind. Open it.
Hands
trembling uncontrollably, Benyar placed his fingers on the lid of the chest. He
could feel something inside it, something moving, something alive. A ka-thump, ka-thump of a heartbeat
pulsated through the wood and silver of the chest and into his palm. Gently,
gripped by fear and sheer lunacy, Benyar pushed the lid backwards.
Shadows
and screams poured from the chest. Benyar hurled the container aside and shrieked
in fear. The great tendrils of smoke-like darkness came for him, pouring into
his mouth, his eyes, his ears and chest. It stifled his breath and blinded him,
tightening his throat and sending his whole body into a fitting spasm.
With
one final moan, Benyar pitched backwards again, lying upon the stone. The
terrible, all-consuming laugh came once more, making the whole world shake.
Benyar felt his very soul quake as the great force rocked his reality. As he
fell, his helmet with its battered goat horns rolled from his head as more and
more of the darkness forced its way into his body. Paralysed by maddening fear,
Benyar lay still as shadow took over his world. I’ve gone mad, he thought. I’ve
gone mad.
Benyar
plunged downwards as the world around him fell away. He could see nothing –
only shadows and utter darkness. He could feel rock whizzing past him as the
world grew colder and colder. Still the shadows were locked to him, pouring
into him. He was the host upon which the inky parasite was feasting, draining
from him everything he had: his memory, his hopes, his fears, his very life and
soul. I’ve gone mad, he found himself
thinking again. By the Great Creator ‘imself,
I’ve lost my mind,
The
final thing Benyar knew before total darkness took him was a last, mocking
thought. No, it said to his warped
and shattered mind. No, you haven’t.
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